May 26, 2004 20:33
idk what to do...i've been thinking about so many things lately and i don't know what to do!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i think i just need to forget about everything especially "him" ....(but do i really want to?) idk what to do!!!! :(
yea, so i can't wait until the weekend...but unfortunately i am not going to the river :( but i do get to hang out with all my friends so that is a plus*
its gonna be a lot of fun!
i take a breath and hold the air until there is nothing left
...nuckels clenched to white
calm down release your fears~
<3 alexis