Feb 09, 2006 22:21
i wish...
people were dependable
people would understand trust is earned
people would stay true to their word
people knew that their actions speak volumes about their intentions and character, much further and contrary to any words
people would be more responsible for their actions
people would stop being so selfish
people would start thinking about how their actions affect others
people would fucking go out on a thursday night
people were trustworthy
people were loving
people could still make me smile
i could smile more
i could have more self-respect
i could remember who i used to be
i could go get trashed at bougies and the grove tonight
i could trust more without getting hurt again
i could forget all the terrible things he did
i could be stronger and stop calling him
i could have more willpower
i could drive and get more wine
i could forget how happy i used to be
i could have a valentine's day as good as last year's
i could depend on anyone here.
my roommate's cat didn't give Frank fleas so that I'd have someone to cuddle with.
I'm absolutely miserable here. I'm going to start looking into transferring to a school back home. I'll weigh it out since i only have 2 semesters left in miami.
i don't know. i'd rather do 2 years in la than 1 here.
eeehhh. i have work tomorrow at 8am.... i have to set up for a special guest in the atrium and every single camera is going out tomorrow.
woop woop.
fuck this.