Jun 21, 2005 22:21
hello live journal. it's been a while.
tomorrow is the last day of school and I think I'm gonna pop I'm so excited. ::pop::
::reassmebles self::
I think it's funny that the only reason I'm writing in this now is cuz Billy was talking about how much he doesn't like LiveJournals and I was agreeing with him... I'm easily influenced by the power of suggestion so here I am. I'm a hypocrite. what's new.
anyway...back to the end of school. Last year was the only year since 2000 that I was looking forward to the end of school. This year I was pretty ignorant of how much time we had left until the last two weeks. I never know how much longer I have till a given event until right before it ocurrs. Despite the fact that I wasn't really looking forward to getting out of school... the past 6 days have been BRUTAL. They've dragged so much. Now I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE END. I'm fucking dying. DYING. the weekend was the worst weekend I've ever had because I just wanna get exams over with.
Just my luck I get to work from 12 to 3 tomorrow so I have to wait that much longer till I get to start enjoying my summer vacation. Oh well... I can't whine- I've been wanting a job for a year so I don't have any room to complain now that I've gotten one.
Part of me wants to grow up and stop being a fucking idiot by not putting any effort into anything and being obssessed with getting wasted. The rest of me is having too much fun though. I made some kind of comment about how stupid people make themselves look by staying involved with dead end shit after they're 17. I however failed to realize that I'm about to be 17 so that's gonna apply to me now. dammit. I wanna be a naive 15 year old again. Poopy.
I'm too distracted to write more now.
I'll update again eventually. In the mean time I'll be pissing my pants waiting for 3PM tomorrow. x0x (o)