Oct 22, 2004 00:03
Yo man, long time no update. cant say that ive missed it much. i really havent had any time to...and any time that i have had has been better spent. ::pets livejournal::
what the fuck...my media player is mad fucked up yo. it keeps switching songs midsong. gay. i just went from Down Radio to sublimes No Woman No Cry cover. pff. not a bad change but pretty awkward transition.
and this is the point that is evident of my lack of enthusiam about updating. yeah...i dont like that sentence either. anyway, i really dont think i have anything to say that matters. just in case you were curious there are 40mg of sodium in diet coke. hot shit, eh?
so i think im pretty much back to my old self. i feel so violated...fucking brainwashing shit aint cool. God was fun for a little while but ive resumed to my sublime and rage. i realized that there is no such thing as being happy all the time. if you try to pull it off you end up just as homocidal as if you were pretty straight...its just all of a sudden and all at once that way. ive also come to accept that no matter what, as long as i exist there will never be complete peace. it just doesnt work. damn willful bitch i am.
all in all i really dont care anymore about keepin my hands clean. whatd that last, 3 months? damn son that was pretty good. i just cant get arrested again. that would suck. hah im seeing this year go very much in the same direction as last year. that should be some fun shit.
halloweens gonna be hot yo. lemme know if youre comin... its gonna be craZy. all are welcome
once again im tryin to get drum lessons. i pretty much gave up on the set... theres no way my moms gonna commit herself to $1000 towards her daughters interest when she could go to florida for the fucking 9 millionth time. ugh. my dad said he'd send me money for lessons though. thats pretty kick ass... although i have no idea how much he intends to give me. i may get leahs pad which could work temporarily. until then i guess ill just save up for a set. im assuming thatll take a while. a long while. of course i cant settle for fucking guitar lessons which ive wanted my entire fucking life when i have 3 guitars. no- that would work out much too easily.
ive decided that i want to take up the profession of a tattoo artist. any takers? =D
im out like the fuckin yankees ( =( )
l8tr.