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well here. this is going to be one hell of an update. probably isn't really going to be but ill try. my whole entire social life is basically none existant. kind of sucks a little yeah. i guess it's easily understood though. i've been working and having to go out driving. blahf you know. i haven't really hung out with sam lately. which is kind of sad and... sad cause everyone knows us as inseperable. yeah you know that goes. everyone else has there little clique's. and her and i are... outcasts. good ones though. better then getting caught up in all the unnesessary drama about stupid shit. the way some people are so fake and everyone knows it. how everyone can see right through them but... don't say anything just act nice. so then there being fake too. basically everyone is fake. lord. its unbearable. thats why we seclude ourselves. to stay away from all the nonsense.i guess this way we get less stress zits. right? from not having to deal with it all. right. zits are a pain. i hate them so dearly. there ugly and hurt. ahh the teen years, which we hold so dearly. zits and puberty. sex and drugs. love and broken hearts. crushes and being crushed. broken dreams. oh yes these are the years. actually there perks to being a teen. no real responsibilty besides things your parents tell you to do. no real direction in life. just living. so i guess these are the years we have to hold onto.
haha i don't even know why im talking all... ugh'y. oh well. smart talk. i guess i just am not liking the whole 'depression' scene going on right now. its so boggling why people say oh yeah i forgot my depression pills... that they probably don't even have. jease. depression is not a statement is a disease. seriously. its not a 'good' look for anyone. i understand there are thing in life people can be a little saddened about right. but theres a difference between sad and depressed. middle schoolers are saying there depressed. what in the world could they possibly be depressed about. oh my gosh when am i going to hit puberty. mom why is my voice so high. and those 5 minute relationships. thats about as sad as you can get in middle school. blahf. depression is overrated.
i think im losing my mind writing about all this. im in kind of a "bad" mood right now. not really though. its kind of a mental thing. i won't snap on anyone or anything. you know what i mean. its hard trying to figure out who your real friends are. i know sam is. shes probably my only real friend. all the others... no they don't care. they pretend. you can hang out with them. you can't actually talk to them. whatever. fake friends suck.
i got a kitten today. i names him gunther frank (goonther frunk) oh yeah. oh my gosh he is as cute as a button. here ill put a picture of him in here.
thats my little boy. the only boy that will ever love me. he is a beautiful piece of work. if those pics don't work you can go to my photobucket. http://photobucket.com/albums/v483/ChineseRap/animals/ there we go.
lacey and bryanna made napoleon dynomite shirts. it was kind of... weird hah idk its kind of cool. creative. im in such a weird mood right now. idk maybe its just the things that happened tonight. kind of a downer. oh well. life rolls on. have a good un'
xox.
wait here are what... like 2 or 3 more pics that i took just for you to look at... enjoy.
thats my grams old jewlery.
this one i really like...
and i guess ill throw in one more just for shits and giggles. cause its kind of cute.
thats it...
okay if those pics don't show up for some odd reason look in my photobucket... there the 4 starting with that one in the link... okie. http://photobucket.com/albums/v483/ChineseRap/Random%20Things/?action=view¤t=DSC01055.jpg
