slowly but surely goin insane
meh...the more i think about the up coming trip to Germany the more i can't wait for it. i'm begining to think that the break from everything might do me some good... put things in perspective and maybe just maybe give me my sanity back... otherwise i'm just gonna break... Cause thats what people do they bend until they break... been under too much stress... whatever things aren't always going to go my way... i think that for the next few weeks i should try and make myself happy... after all no ones gonna do it for me right :) then i can get out of this slump that the activities of late have put me into... I figure i'll start by swimming every day that's good for me in more than one way... I know i haven't been myself this last week i swear i'm going crazy... Maybe i'll take a weekend to lick my wounds and get my shit taken care of and not worry about anyone else... besides the ferrets are in desprite need of attention and so is this apartment... a clean place might help my mood then i can stop freaking out every time i walk in the door... i just haven't had time... if my apartments clean then all i'll need is a freakin change in the weather it's wearing my patience down... i should add that to my list of pet peeves in addition to repetitive noises... being hot and sticky and feeling gross