im so tired

[only2be_with_u]

of being tired
and nostalgiac
and down
and feeling like he took this huge chunk out of me
and out it in about 50 voodoo dolls
and is constantly torturing me
i just want to MOVE ON
i know it will never be what it was
i know i can never feel the same about him
i know that i'm better off
i know i have a good thing going for me
but i also know that i feel so exposed and alone with out my 2 year buddy