May 14, 2008 11:30
i must get ready for work and i definitely want sbucks today!!!
my computer is back and working!
i freaked out bc it wouldnt turn on
i was loike not after all this trouble!
then i just flipped the switch in the back hahahahaha
ugh i dont wanna go to work
i want to do homework all day and go to the gym
i'm falling so far behind in school
i hate it!!! its not me
and i feel trapped
and i want to clean
ooohhh i want to clean so bad
so this weekend will be an amazing 3 day weekend
and monday i have an adjustment with my chiro set up YAY
i'm still having a hard time just letting go
and moving on for myself
i have moved on in a sense
but i have REALLY hard time with change
and i just feel really lost
other than that, kris is great
amazing
perfect
unbelievable
jeez i dont know how i got this lucky
but he's treated me in ways i thought didn't exist anymore
he makes me happy and cheers me up and listens
and thats what i want to do for him
ok :)
work time!