Mad at myself
Well, I did it. I screwed up. I knew things were going too well. Something had to go wrong.
The past couple of days have been so great. I've been so happy, I haven't been happy in a long time. I can't even explain it. Tonight was especially good... until about an hour ago. I was on my way home from Ashley's and was talking to her on the phone when I asked about us. And I didn't so much enjoy the response. It wasn't bad, it was semi-good but I was just hoping for something else. At least I didn't get my hopes up too high. Things were going so well. I don't want anything to be different now. Ugh... women...
Well, I'm off to bed. School tomorrow. I love you baby.
The past couple of days have been so great. I've been so happy, I haven't been happy in a long time. I can't even explain it. Tonight was especially good... until about an hour ago. I was on my way home from Ashley's and was talking to her on the phone when I asked about us. And I didn't so much enjoy the response. It wasn't bad, it was semi-good but I was just hoping for something else. At least I didn't get my hopes up too high. Things were going so well. I don't want anything to be different now. Ugh... women...
Well, I'm off to bed. School tomorrow. I love you baby.