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a week and two days.
i haven't even started packing. Sure, everything is in one place and just needs to be moved into storage containers but i can't even bring myself to do that! Im going to do everything physcially possible that i can this last week... I want to enjoy every moment I have.
I really wish he would talk about this. It's driving me crazy that we have to act like "nothing is going to happen" It's crap because it will just cause us to ignore our emotions and i KNOW mine will show up when i have 12 hrs to think while we drive. I hope he's not holding out on caring for me because I'm leaving.... that would break my heart faster than actually leaving. I just want to hear that I made a good decision, that i'll be able to see him everytime i come home, and that he'll miss me. Am i asking for too much?