growing up....
I am blaming school for my latest mood swings. It was a strange feeling walking into a class room that wasn't located in the brick halls of mountain pointe. I walked into a room full of strangers who didnt know me and most don't want to get to know me. I thought i was handling the whole high school to college transition wonderfully, but it all came down today.
My classes aren't half bad. 7am-9am is eng 101. My teacher is amazing.He seems really cool and down to earth. So, if everything else sucks, i know i will at least learn something. Then at 9:10 I have History 104. A class of 10 students, 9 of which who are thrilled beyond imagination (me being the odd one out)to learn about 1877 to the present. The homework load will not be too bad but still way too much to be doing during the summer.
As crazy as my life is right now, everything seems to be falling into place. I'm slowly accepting that I will be leaving and i keep telling myself college will be a good experience. It's just been really hard to imagine a life outside of ahwatukee because this last year has been a blast with all my wonderful girl friends and the amazing boy I was fortunate enough to meet.
Since graduating my life has been thrown into my lap and I am allowed to do with it what I want. It was the minute I stood up and decided to make something of my life that I matured. And maturity is an extremely cool feeling.
My classes aren't half bad. 7am-9am is eng 101. My teacher is amazing.He seems really cool and down to earth. So, if everything else sucks, i know i will at least learn something. Then at 9:10 I have History 104. A class of 10 students, 9 of which who are thrilled beyond imagination (me being the odd one out)to learn about 1877 to the present. The homework load will not be too bad but still way too much to be doing during the summer.
As crazy as my life is right now, everything seems to be falling into place. I'm slowly accepting that I will be leaving and i keep telling myself college will be a good experience. It's just been really hard to imagine a life outside of ahwatukee because this last year has been a blast with all my wonderful girl friends and the amazing boy I was fortunate enough to meet.
Since graduating my life has been thrown into my lap and I am allowed to do with it what I want. It was the minute I stood up and decided to make something of my life that I matured. And maturity is an extremely cool feeling.