I'd give anything to control my heart.
001. What does your first name mean? Not a clue
002. How old are you? 17
003. How old are you mentally (as in, are you mature)? 25.. i took a test on that.. I am a boring person.
004. Describe yourself in five words? down to earth, honest, lotsaworry =)
005. What are your worst qualities? Being sarcastic too much.. Being a bitch.. Being depressed alot.
006. What are your best qualities? Don't have any of them..
007. How long does it take you get ready in the morning? An hour
~ SLEEP ~
008. Do you dream at night? Unfortunately.
009. Do you remember your dreams? Usually.
010. Describe one? I'd rather not talk about it.
011. What time do you go to bed usually? Usually by 12..
012. What time do you wake up normally? Between 8 and 9
013. What time do you wake on weekends? Depends on if I have work
014. Is waking late nice or annoying? Annoying.
015. Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 4
~ FRIENDS ~
016. Do you have heaps of friends? Not even close.
017. Do you have a best friend? Not exactly.
018. Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? Guy.
019. Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? Sometimes
020. Have you ever lied to a friend? Probably a while ago.
021. Have you ever stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend? I've stolen someone a friend has liked..
~ FAMILY ~
022. Do you like your parents? Yep.
023. Ever run away from home? Nah
024. Ever thought about it? Absolutely.
025. Do you have any siblings? Yes
026. If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? Occasionally.. Never with Jimmy though, for some reason.
027. How old are they? Jimmy-20, Chris-18, Liz-15
028. Do you feel your parents spoil you? If I ask, they would.. but I don't
029. Do you not get along with any of your family? Nah
030. Do you have big family get-togethers ever? Christmas.. That's about it
~ RELATIONSHIPS ~
031. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nah.. maybe someday
032. If so, are you in love with them? I believe so.. I hope to marry him someday..
033. Do they love you? He says so.. whatever that means..
034. How long have you been together? Was 9 months..
035. Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? Roses and everything he said...
036. Do you have a crush? Not at all.
037. If so, are you in love with them? - -
038. Do they know you like them? - -
039. Is it serious or playful? - -
040. How long have you liked them? - -
041. Ever done something stupid to impress them? - -
042. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Idk
043. Do you find it romantic or hurtful? - -
044. Even know what it is? Have an idea
~ SEX ~
045. Ever had sex? Yes.
046. Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? I believe that, but only because I am a little more religious than my friends.. If you're religious, then wait.. If not, go for it.
047. Believe in casual sex? Sure
048. When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? 2 years ago.
049. Did you regret it? With one person, yes.
~ MORALS ~
050. Have you ever been drunk? No.
051. Taken drugs? No.
052. Stolen? No.
053. Shoplifted? No.
054. Tried to commit suicide? No.
055. Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Sometimes I wish I could.
056. Gotten into a fight? Yea.
057. Are you more innocent or guilty? Idk - whatever
058. Would you date a drug addict? If his personality was exceptional.
059. Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? No.
060. Are you racist? Nah
061. Are you discriminatory to anyone? I don't think so
062. Have you been a hypocrite in the past? I'm sure I have.. I guess people change though and no one understands that.
063. Do you have an open or closed mind to other people's beliefs and feelings? Half and half.. Depends on what it's about. Mostly open i think.
~ MEDIA ~
064. Do you watch tons of TV? Not at all. I hate TV.
065. How many times have you been to the movies in the last 6 months? Probably 2-3 times. Nadda big fan of the movies. I'd rather sit home and rent them.
066. Do you listen to the radio often? Nope. My cd's <3
067. Do you read the newspaper? Hardly.. Maybe once every 3 months. lol
068. Do you read magazines? Nah
069. Are you a couch potato? Not really. But every time Katie sees me, i'm sleeping by the fire place. But nah, I usually have too many thing to do.
070. Do you use the Internet too much? Sometimes, but I'm usually not on that long.
~ MUSIC ~
071. What's your favorite style of music? Emo, Punk, Country..
072. Do you play an instrument? No.
073. Do you sing? No.
074. Whats your favorite band? Matchbook Romance, Cold, All American Rejects, Hawthorne Heights, Thrice, The Used...
075. Why? It's everything I need.
076. Have you met them before? Nope.
077. What cds have you bought in that last year? Don't remember
078. Why did you buy them? Cuz I did not have them and I wanted to get them.. sped
~ PERSONALITY ~
079. Are you funny or serious? Serious, unless I'm being an idiot and I'm hyper, which is very rare.
080. Creative or not? Not.
081. Are you outgoing or shy? Don't like to speak much, but I usually tell it how it is. Not shy, I just don't get along with most ppl.
082. Are you lazy or active? Half and half.. I do alotta stuff (not go out w/ friends) but I'm not in sports.
083. Have you ever been hyperactive? Yeah.
084. Are you a naturally hyperactive person? Eh, hardly.
~ LOOKS ~
085. Are you happy with the way you look? Yeah. Could be worse, but I'd like to change some still.
086. What would you change? Get rid of the lovehandles and grow some boobs.. Would be nice =)
087. Do you wear makeup regularly? Nope.
088. Do you have a large wardrobe? Nah.. Average I guess
~ MONEY ~
089. Do you have a job? Yeah, two.
090. Do you like it? The job could be worse, but I would never wanna go anywhere else because I love the people I work with.
091. Are you a saver or a spender? Used to save, now I spend.. Half and half tho
093. Have you ever been fired? No
094. In trouble at work? Yeah
095. Made a major mistake? Alot.. but nothing to change my whole life.. it's all mental
096. Ever had money stolen from you? Nah
097. Are you always broke? Nah
~ EMBARRASSING MOMENTS ~
098. Your all time most embarrassing moment? Don't remember.. Probably a nose bleed when I was in elementary school.
099. Ever snorted drink out your nose? Nah
100. Ever giggled like an idiot? Absolutely
101. Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? I probably let everyone know I was an idiot.
102. Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? I don't think so. And if so, they probably tripped me.
103. Ever said something really stupid? Yea
104. Ever snorted while laughing? Once or twice
105. Ever fallen off a bed? Yes.
106. Ever sleepwalked? Probably
107. Ever sleep talked? Absolutely
108. What did you think of this survey? Long
First best friend: Laur
First real memory of something: The fun day at the end of the school year at JFK. Somethin about the tire swing and Matt Eipper.
First car: None.. Hopefully a 6th gen. Celica.
First date: Don't remember
First real kiss: Bri Dovin
First job: 2 days after I turned 14
First screen name: Hppyfce21 .. Saweeeeet.. =)
First self purchased album: I think Mariah Carey
First funeral: Great gram's
First pets: good question .. we had too many
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First credit card: I don't remember
First true love: Bri
First enemy: Don't really have 'em.. Don't really care
First big trip by yourself: idk
First play/musical/performance: like 2nd grade i think
First musician you remember hearing in your house: No clue.
Lasts
Last big car ride: S. Carolina
Last kiss: idk.. maybe 2-3 days ago.. he doesn't love me much anymore
Last good cry: Probably yesterday or the day before that.
Last library book checked out: Don't remember
Last movie seen: don't remember
Last beverage drank: Lemonade hawaiian punch
Last food consumed: Sab's Pizza
Last phone call: Kev
Last tv show watched: Law and Order: SVU
Last time showered: Yesterday.. I just got up =)
Last shoes worn: Brown boots
Last cd played: Mix
Last item bought: idk
Last disappointment: Myself
Last soda drank: idk
Last ice cream eaten: Cookies n cream
Last time wanting to die: idk..
Last time scolded: Yesterday
Last shirt worn: Pink cami w/ brown shirt over it..
Last website visited: www.livejournal.com
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: nothing
[i want]: him <3
[i have]: everything except him
[i wish]: he loved me like I love him
[i hate]: crying all the time
[i miss]: the way I used to be
[i fear]: his lies.. and someone close dying
[i hear]: the voice inside my head telling me to let go
[i search]: for peace of mind
[i love]: him so much
[i ache]: my heart..
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: Nicole D.
[wish you saw more often]: Kev - always... Greg and Carm
[wish you could meet]: If they're my friends, I'm sure i met them.
[most sarcastic]: Me, Liz, Katie
[wish you knew better]: If I wanted to know them better, I'd get to know them better.
[knows you best]: God
[best outlook on life]: God
[most paranoid]: Shauna
[sweetest]: Abby Race from work =)
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: None
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: Always being depressed
[most annoying thing you do]: Not talking about anything.
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: Don't wanna talk about it lol
[describe your personality in one word]: Worrisome
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Probably my long nails cuz i suck
[person you regret sleeping with]: Bri M.
[a smell that makes you smile]: Kevin's
[a country you'd like to visit]: Africa
[a drink you order most often]: Iced Tea
[a delicious desert]: idk
[a book you highly recommend]: Where the red fern grows
[the music you prefer while alone]: Matchbook Romance, Cold..
[your favorite band]: why dontcha ask again
[a film you could watch over and over]: Boondock Saints and Save the last dance
[a TV show you watch regularly]: None
[you live in a(n)]: House
[your cologne or perfume]: Curve
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: Nothing.
[something important on your night table]: Bedside Blessings
002. How old are you? 17
003. How old are you mentally (as in, are you mature)? 25.. i took a test on that.. I am a boring person.
004. Describe yourself in five words? down to earth, honest, lotsaworry =)
005. What are your worst qualities? Being sarcastic too much.. Being a bitch.. Being depressed alot.
006. What are your best qualities? Don't have any of them..
007. How long does it take you get ready in the morning? An hour
~ SLEEP ~
008. Do you dream at night? Unfortunately.
009. Do you remember your dreams? Usually.
010. Describe one? I'd rather not talk about it.
011. What time do you go to bed usually? Usually by 12..
012. What time do you wake up normally? Between 8 and 9
013. What time do you wake on weekends? Depends on if I have work
014. Is waking late nice or annoying? Annoying.
015. Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 4
~ FRIENDS ~
016. Do you have heaps of friends? Not even close.
017. Do you have a best friend? Not exactly.
018. Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? Guy.
019. Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? Sometimes
020. Have you ever lied to a friend? Probably a while ago.
021. Have you ever stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend? I've stolen someone a friend has liked..
~ FAMILY ~
022. Do you like your parents? Yep.
023. Ever run away from home? Nah
024. Ever thought about it? Absolutely.
025. Do you have any siblings? Yes
026. If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? Occasionally.. Never with Jimmy though, for some reason.
027. How old are they? Jimmy-20, Chris-18, Liz-15
028. Do you feel your parents spoil you? If I ask, they would.. but I don't
029. Do you not get along with any of your family? Nah
030. Do you have big family get-togethers ever? Christmas.. That's about it
~ RELATIONSHIPS ~
031. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nah.. maybe someday
032. If so, are you in love with them? I believe so.. I hope to marry him someday..
033. Do they love you? He says so.. whatever that means..
034. How long have you been together? Was 9 months..
035. Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? Roses and everything he said...
036. Do you have a crush? Not at all.
037. If so, are you in love with them? - -
038. Do they know you like them? - -
039. Is it serious or playful? - -
040. How long have you liked them? - -
041. Ever done something stupid to impress them? - -
042. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Idk
043. Do you find it romantic or hurtful? - -
044. Even know what it is? Have an idea
~ SEX ~
045. Ever had sex? Yes.
046. Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? I believe that, but only because I am a little more religious than my friends.. If you're religious, then wait.. If not, go for it.
047. Believe in casual sex? Sure
048. When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? 2 years ago.
049. Did you regret it? With one person, yes.
~ MORALS ~
050. Have you ever been drunk? No.
051. Taken drugs? No.
052. Stolen? No.
053. Shoplifted? No.
054. Tried to commit suicide? No.
055. Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Sometimes I wish I could.
056. Gotten into a fight? Yea.
057. Are you more innocent or guilty? Idk - whatever
058. Would you date a drug addict? If his personality was exceptional.
059. Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? No.
060. Are you racist? Nah
061. Are you discriminatory to anyone? I don't think so
062. Have you been a hypocrite in the past? I'm sure I have.. I guess people change though and no one understands that.
063. Do you have an open or closed mind to other people's beliefs and feelings? Half and half.. Depends on what it's about. Mostly open i think.
~ MEDIA ~
064. Do you watch tons of TV? Not at all. I hate TV.
065. How many times have you been to the movies in the last 6 months? Probably 2-3 times. Nadda big fan of the movies. I'd rather sit home and rent them.
066. Do you listen to the radio often? Nope. My cd's <3
067. Do you read the newspaper? Hardly.. Maybe once every 3 months. lol
068. Do you read magazines? Nah
069. Are you a couch potato? Not really. But every time Katie sees me, i'm sleeping by the fire place. But nah, I usually have too many thing to do.
070. Do you use the Internet too much? Sometimes, but I'm usually not on that long.
~ MUSIC ~
071. What's your favorite style of music? Emo, Punk, Country..
072. Do you play an instrument? No.
073. Do you sing? No.
074. Whats your favorite band? Matchbook Romance, Cold, All American Rejects, Hawthorne Heights, Thrice, The Used...
075. Why? It's everything I need.
076. Have you met them before? Nope.
077. What cds have you bought in that last year? Don't remember
078. Why did you buy them? Cuz I did not have them and I wanted to get them.. sped
~ PERSONALITY ~
079. Are you funny or serious? Serious, unless I'm being an idiot and I'm hyper, which is very rare.
080. Creative or not? Not.
081. Are you outgoing or shy? Don't like to speak much, but I usually tell it how it is. Not shy, I just don't get along with most ppl.
082. Are you lazy or active? Half and half.. I do alotta stuff (not go out w/ friends) but I'm not in sports.
083. Have you ever been hyperactive? Yeah.
084. Are you a naturally hyperactive person? Eh, hardly.
~ LOOKS ~
085. Are you happy with the way you look? Yeah. Could be worse, but I'd like to change some still.
086. What would you change? Get rid of the lovehandles and grow some boobs.. Would be nice =)
087. Do you wear makeup regularly? Nope.
088. Do you have a large wardrobe? Nah.. Average I guess
~ MONEY ~
089. Do you have a job? Yeah, two.
090. Do you like it? The job could be worse, but I would never wanna go anywhere else because I love the people I work with.
091. Are you a saver or a spender? Used to save, now I spend.. Half and half tho
093. Have you ever been fired? No
094. In trouble at work? Yeah
095. Made a major mistake? Alot.. but nothing to change my whole life.. it's all mental
096. Ever had money stolen from you? Nah
097. Are you always broke? Nah
~ EMBARRASSING MOMENTS ~
098. Your all time most embarrassing moment? Don't remember.. Probably a nose bleed when I was in elementary school.
099. Ever snorted drink out your nose? Nah
100. Ever giggled like an idiot? Absolutely
101. Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? I probably let everyone know I was an idiot.
102. Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? I don't think so. And if so, they probably tripped me.
103. Ever said something really stupid? Yea
104. Ever snorted while laughing? Once or twice
105. Ever fallen off a bed? Yes.
106. Ever sleepwalked? Probably
107. Ever sleep talked? Absolutely
108. What did you think of this survey? Long
First best friend: Laur
First real memory of something: The fun day at the end of the school year at JFK. Somethin about the tire swing and Matt Eipper.
First car: None.. Hopefully a 6th gen. Celica.
First date: Don't remember
First real kiss: Bri Dovin
First job: 2 days after I turned 14
First screen name: Hppyfce21 .. Saweeeeet.. =)
First self purchased album: I think Mariah Carey
First funeral: Great gram's
First pets: good question .. we had too many
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First credit card: I don't remember
First true love: Bri
First enemy: Don't really have 'em.. Don't really care
First big trip by yourself: idk
First play/musical/performance: like 2nd grade i think
First musician you remember hearing in your house: No clue.
Lasts
Last big car ride: S. Carolina
Last kiss: idk.. maybe 2-3 days ago.. he doesn't love me much anymore
Last good cry: Probably yesterday or the day before that.
Last library book checked out: Don't remember
Last movie seen: don't remember
Last beverage drank: Lemonade hawaiian punch
Last food consumed: Sab's Pizza
Last phone call: Kev
Last tv show watched: Law and Order: SVU
Last time showered: Yesterday.. I just got up =)
Last shoes worn: Brown boots
Last cd played: Mix
Last item bought: idk
Last disappointment: Myself
Last soda drank: idk
Last ice cream eaten: Cookies n cream
Last time wanting to die: idk..
Last time scolded: Yesterday
Last shirt worn: Pink cami w/ brown shirt over it..
Last website visited: www.livejournal.com
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: nothing
[i want]: him <3
[i have]: everything except him
[i wish]: he loved me like I love him
[i hate]: crying all the time
[i miss]: the way I used to be
[i fear]: his lies.. and someone close dying
[i hear]: the voice inside my head telling me to let go
[i search]: for peace of mind
[i love]: him so much
[i ache]: my heart..
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: Nicole D.
[wish you saw more often]: Kev - always... Greg and Carm
[wish you could meet]: If they're my friends, I'm sure i met them.
[most sarcastic]: Me, Liz, Katie
[wish you knew better]: If I wanted to know them better, I'd get to know them better.
[knows you best]: God
[best outlook on life]: God
[most paranoid]: Shauna
[sweetest]: Abby Race from work =)
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: None
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: Always being depressed
[most annoying thing you do]: Not talking about anything.
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: Don't wanna talk about it lol
[describe your personality in one word]: Worrisome
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Probably my long nails cuz i suck
[person you regret sleeping with]: Bri M.
[a smell that makes you smile]: Kevin's
[a country you'd like to visit]: Africa
[a drink you order most often]: Iced Tea
[a delicious desert]: idk
[a book you highly recommend]: Where the red fern grows
[the music you prefer while alone]: Matchbook Romance, Cold..
[your favorite band]: why dontcha ask again
[a film you could watch over and over]: Boondock Saints and Save the last dance
[a TV show you watch regularly]: None
[you live in a(n)]: House
[your cologne or perfume]: Curve
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: Nothing.
[something important on your night table]: Bedside Blessings