oh man oh man oh man.
the best thing about thanksgiving is the turkey sammaches the next day.
nick is on my moms computer. he agrees.
as he eats a turkey sammich and talks to melissa
who wants more pie.
nick, melissa and leah came over last night and we ate turkey and olives and potatoes and talked about justin and his big brother nick and his mysterious older older brother chris who i only heard of that one time justin was telling me his big brothers convinced him to jump off the roof. and then we watched movies with the little kiddies and melissa and elijah got along well *hes 3* and then nick and melissa ate pie. and then nick stayed the night and we were on the couch watching ferris bullers day off and then chappelles show and his feet were by my face and my feet were by his face and he fell asleep and kicked me in the face so i decided to not go to bed then.
i just woke up.
i have to clean the whole house.
weaksause.
i remember something i told stefan...
"maybe you have a deep true love whos soul hasnt found yours and your soul pushes others away"
maybe that's my problem. but it lead way to something much more amazing.
my happiness.
one day i want to get married.
and the boy i marry will be perfect for me.
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak, it's true
Because I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true