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Man im loving this lj more and more. No one KNOWS ME! I can comfortably say what I want, an not feel retarded. Man ok ya im feeling odd. Mabye it was just today but i feel unwanted. By everyone eventhou i know its not true. I feel like such a fucking loser man. Rite now i realy do. I truly fucking DO! man, mabye i should die. X-mas is coming up i got a couple people presents. An since I work at HOTTOPIC im loving the discount. I got Travis a ICP hoddie, David a Hell's pit shirt. Liz some gadges Steph a shirt oh Napleon dymighte however the fuck you spell that. 3 cd's for my self a belt an a couple of shirts. Yes. I dunno whats wrong with me im not trippin over it so thats cool. But ya its different. So it flows. No one truly knows what i think. I feel so afriad somtimes. I couldnt write this on my other Lj. Were growing up now. The people you said you would chill with an be friends with you no longer talk to. Mad shitty. But its life i guess. I got my Fam. Jon, David, Travis, Colleen, etc. Its cool. Im happy but feeling odd all the time. I think,