in my head

[onix_heart]

im surprised im still here
so many times the world has toyed with me
its all in my head

taking pills and talking
getting help but still have those moments
its always my head

memory fades as quick as it comes
its even hard to get this out
its just me and my head

anxious about nothing
scared of everything
its a war in my head

its yes its no
its whatever other people want
its 2 sides of my head

my decisoins and judgements
come from this blank thought
both sides scream in my head