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[onix_heart]

I've been a loser so many times i cannot count
it's torn my confidence apart
gathering up the pieces for them to drop again with my heart

i tried to hide from everything
but its made the situations worse
confused in every way

i've never been good at games
such as this one life
cant count cards, cant get the jist of it

i've accepted last place
in each and every race

I've also lost in love
played the fool or a jester
im too strong for them it seems
that no man can really love me

id rather be myself
then be the same thing on a shelf