Weird Dreams
Well not reall weird I guess. Just don't know how to interpet them. They were of me and a friend having sex. IT wasnt like "fucking" sex. It was like passionate make love sex with kissing and playing with her hair and looking into her eyes too. I do find this friend incredibly attractive. She is beautiful with great curves and a very pretty face. Problem is the dream was really odd to me. Cause it was kinda like we were sneaking around on the gf but then later the friend said it was more ot use me to hurt me. Yet then later on we have fun again and she admits to loving me. Now in real life I know she doesnt. We hardly get along sometimes. But she has told me she likes my smile and my eyes. I do like her overall. She sometimes is hard for me to deal with because she flirts a lot but then will pull back at the strangest times and I dont know how to deal with it. I'm attracted to her but at the same time very annoyed with her from time to time. I desire her but it might only truly be because she is beautiful. I guess maybe at times I feel threatened by her because she is a strong woman at times. Othertimes though she isnt so strong. I'm not sure if she's poly or not. She'd tried it out but I think she perfers having her own man. I dunno. I just hate when I want someone I cant have. It hurts more since I know her and have known her a while. She knows I find her physically very attractive. Just don't know what to do about it. Guess that's why I need to meet more women that I might get along with a lot better. But the sex part of the dream was prett nice though.