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Oct 01, 2005 19:33

One week until I am 21. I am so happy! Well... not really. Birthdays don't mean much anymore. Just another day to realize that I am getting older, I still haven't done anything with my life, and make everyone feel bad for once again not remembering the day, or getting me anything for it. *sighu* Ah well... life.

Today I went with my mother to the Fall Festival, did some lawn work, slept in, went out to dinner with my family, and now I am moping around the house. I guess I am just relaxing. I didn't party hard at all last night, but for some reason my sick came back and now I have that tickle in the back of my throat... and it sucks. -_-; The first signs of the inevitable devil known as C-O-L-D. >.< Phooey. I finished up my classwork I missed for Gran's trip, finally and now I don't have anything to do. I should call Laura, but I figure today she can spend with her mom. After all, I had her all last night (and into early morning). I guess I am just not used to staying home doing nothing. I should find something to do... I don't know what, though. Maybe I should make something? Do my nails? I can't sleep. O.o; I found this kick-ass body pillow at Target I want. It is so soft, and pink, and furry and HELLO KITTY. LOL oh God, it is awesome! I also found my 15.00 bag for 3.00 too! So i bought a new one, since my old one got messed up...

What else? Hm... nothing really, my life is getting kinda routein. o.o; I don't know if Pyro ever called me back. I guess not. Matt called me, but just to see if anything was going on, then he hung up on me... *twitch* Rick called me once. Only because he thought I called him. I must have hit the wrong button when I tried calling Laura. I guess he is hanging out with Granville today, which is good. I think today is gran's last day anyway. I wish I could have gone to see him, but I am trying really hard not to over exert myself while I am sick like this. >.<; I keep getting dizzy when I walk around. Sucks. Not safe to drive, so I haven't today. Not once. Oh well. I will definately write him.

Back to the birthday topic... I think I know what I want Rick to get me. Just a date. Like... how other people do. ^__^ That is what I want. A formal date. I don't think we have ever really had one. You know, without other people being with us... we tend to spend a lot of time with others and only casual hang-out time alone. Yep. I will tell him that. That way, he won't have to worry about getting me something. He can just give me him, a ride in his car, and all that cool and proper stuff.

^___^ Wow. That would be nice.
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