Musing of the emo-ness (you were warned)
While I'm sure there was plenty wrong with me before (I'm sure most of you would agree), I really don't feel myself lately.
I feel.. helpless... like someone gave me a savage beating when my hands were tied.
It amazes me how so many people can say one thing and do another and live with themselves, and it amazes me even more how some people turn into the people that hurt them the most.
I really really hope that I never do.
When I said I loved her, I meant it.
When she did, she lied...
When I said forever...
I'm done... I can't take it anymore. I've never felt a stronger urge in my life to just run away and forget about everything thats ever happened to me... ever.
I'll probably come up to see the musical this weekend, I've got to find out the times from someone...
Jesus Christ I really can't stand myself sometimes.