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I am going to kill altaire.
I just
am.
Every word that comes out of her mouth
Grates on me. And soon
There will be nothing left except
Hate
and I am going to
Explode.
Which means
Killing
Her.
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^my poem for altaire! i like it. aheh.
Altaire rant- She thinks it's the adult thing to do to tell on me for everything. But really, its so immature. I'm not scared of ehr at all. She's like a baloon. She looks so big and intimidating on the outside, but on the inside she's full of air. She is so conceited! She thinks she's amazingly beautiful. And maybe she would be, but her conceitedness would put anyone off. She is such a snob and a slut and a bitch. When did she get like this? I think it started when she turned 8. 8? you say? well, it's true.even though she was being rude, but she doesn't understand. she is naturally mean, and denys ever saying ANYTHING mean because thats just how altaire IS. mean things spout from her mouth like throw up whenEVER she opens her mouth. And you can't shut her up! you just CAN'T . Then she gets me mad and i say something, and she makes sure mommy hears, and if she doesn't, she'll just go tell on me. and i'll get in trouble, and altaire won't.
Mom rant- Whenever Altaire is picking on me, my mom seems to ignore it. But whenever i say something back- altaire will say something like- you're so rude! And my mom will AGREE. And i always tell my mom she doesn't stand up for me, but she just says- yes i do... in some spacy, annoying way. And my mom is always nagging me and calling me mean names and complaining about her weight- just like a teenager! i don't want a teenager, i want a mom! Although, i'de never want a mom like some of the moms i know... they're so detached from their children and strict with everything. Or pushy and just... gross. see, my mom is none of those things. but oh, she is so much more! her favorite thing is to make us feel guilty. and i'm sure a bunch of people will say- Oh, i know how that is. but really, you don't. with my mom, its CONSTANT. she just can't stop doing it! we thank her for EVERYTHING (or at least I do) yet she always says we're ungrateful and don't thank her. and when she asks us to do something, we do it, but she calls us lazy! we help out when we can, but if we help out when she doesn't ask us, she yells at us and says- oh, i must be a bad mom if you have to do this. Its a constant lose/lose situation! And take this situation for example-
Me (in New York)-I want to go into this shop.
Mom- no, thats a really expensive shop with nothing you'll like and i just want to get back to the hotel because im tired.
Me- fine.
Mom- NO, nevermind we'll go in.
Me- no, it's okay. we'll go back.
mom- no, come on! i'm going! (she walks across the street and goes in all bitchy, leaving me on the sidewalk)
That sound annoying? well try having it happen 4 TIMES DAILY. i can't take it!
and alaya, she's okay, but she's two faced, she tells everyone everything and plays altaire and I against eachother. that's annoying.
and as for my dad, well, i think he explains himself.
.... and also, my tea is upstairs but i don't want to go up there... so its probably cold by now. *tear*. haha.
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and Jared is leaving for Chicago, then he's going to camp, and I don't even think i'll be able to get his letters, because my parents are going on a trip to the south west and leaving me with my GRANDMA. *cries* i hate summer.
I just
am.
Every word that comes out of her mouth
Grates on me. And soon
There will be nothing left except
Hate
and I am going to
Explode.
Which means
Killing
Her.
_________________________________
^my poem for altaire! i like it. aheh.
Altaire rant- She thinks it's the adult thing to do to tell on me for everything. But really, its so immature. I'm not scared of ehr at all. She's like a baloon. She looks so big and intimidating on the outside, but on the inside she's full of air. She is so conceited! She thinks she's amazingly beautiful. And maybe she would be, but her conceitedness would put anyone off. She is such a snob and a slut and a bitch. When did she get like this? I think it started when she turned 8. 8? you say? well, it's true.even though she was being rude, but she doesn't understand. she is naturally mean, and denys ever saying ANYTHING mean because thats just how altaire IS. mean things spout from her mouth like throw up whenEVER she opens her mouth. And you can't shut her up! you just CAN'T . Then she gets me mad and i say something, and she makes sure mommy hears, and if she doesn't, she'll just go tell on me. and i'll get in trouble, and altaire won't.
Mom rant- Whenever Altaire is picking on me, my mom seems to ignore it. But whenever i say something back- altaire will say something like- you're so rude! And my mom will AGREE. And i always tell my mom she doesn't stand up for me, but she just says- yes i do... in some spacy, annoying way. And my mom is always nagging me and calling me mean names and complaining about her weight- just like a teenager! i don't want a teenager, i want a mom! Although, i'de never want a mom like some of the moms i know... they're so detached from their children and strict with everything. Or pushy and just... gross. see, my mom is none of those things. but oh, she is so much more! her favorite thing is to make us feel guilty. and i'm sure a bunch of people will say- Oh, i know how that is. but really, you don't. with my mom, its CONSTANT. she just can't stop doing it! we thank her for EVERYTHING (or at least I do) yet she always says we're ungrateful and don't thank her. and when she asks us to do something, we do it, but she calls us lazy! we help out when we can, but if we help out when she doesn't ask us, she yells at us and says- oh, i must be a bad mom if you have to do this. Its a constant lose/lose situation! And take this situation for example-
Me (in New York)-I want to go into this shop.
Mom- no, thats a really expensive shop with nothing you'll like and i just want to get back to the hotel because im tired.
Me- fine.
Mom- NO, nevermind we'll go in.
Me- no, it's okay. we'll go back.
mom- no, come on! i'm going! (she walks across the street and goes in all bitchy, leaving me on the sidewalk)
That sound annoying? well try having it happen 4 TIMES DAILY. i can't take it!
and alaya, she's okay, but she's two faced, she tells everyone everything and plays altaire and I against eachother. that's annoying.
and as for my dad, well, i think he explains himself.
.... and also, my tea is upstairs but i don't want to go up there... so its probably cold by now. *tear*. haha.
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and Jared is leaving for Chicago, then he's going to camp, and I don't even think i'll be able to get his letters, because my parents are going on a trip to the south west and leaving me with my GRANDMA. *cries* i hate summer.