Apr 04, 2005 18:32
well, im trying to be happier. i know people don't like to be around me when i'm depressed. well, no one likes to be around someone who is depressed. but yeah... spring ball was awful. but carrie and breanna and brook and I are really great friends. I'm having so much fun hanging out with breanna. and thats good, i'm really glad. but theres still so much.... there. already. its hard to keep up a happy face. theres just... yeah. alot...
But like i said! happy face!
pooooo
Well, charles kept saying again that i was different after spring break. and it was so weird, because he asked me what was wrong... but i wasn't acting depressed. i was just being... i dunno. hyper. but he could sense something... maybe. i dunno. will sowers has been really nice too. he asked my what was wrong during the dance. and yeah, i think it's good for me to be around them. I'm really trying to feel better... really trying.