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okay, there is a point somewhere between after you put on the computer, walk upstairs wondering why breakfast isn't ready yet, being told everyone already ate without you and there was none left because they called you and you didn't come up, going upstairs and falling onto your bed and covering your ears with a pillow... when you realize your doing something wrong. Right now, i don't know what that is, but maybe i'm not soposed to. I build myself on trying to be, well, myself, but then i do stuff like hide how i really feel from people. but you know, im only 13, so i shouldn't let stuff bother me. that's what i think. being completly numb is bad, but u just have to get over stuff. really, crying is stupid. but sometimes you have to do it. but THEN you get over it. that's what i try to do.
but sometimes, that's not possible.
but sometimes, that's not possible.