cant run any more

[onigir]

I'm liveing a lie.
I feel like im running to keep ahead and now its right behind me, and I cant go on.
I cant let go of what I love, and it hurts.
I shouldent play warcraft as much as I do, but right now its the only thing that makes me happy. I wish I wasent such a fuck up. I just need to come clean a start my life anew.
the road just looks worse ahead, and there is nothing behind.
bah