Faith 22 Or look at Liz rant a lot about Korean show because yes...thats healthy.

[onichick]

This is a fandom rant. If you dont know what fandom is why I may need to rant. Ignore the crazy lady..I will post something kinda resembling a life update later. 

Comments

[joonni]

One thing I want to ask first. Isn't Eun-soo's selfishness in asking CY to watch her die an example of her imperfection?

I was more invested when I thought CY and ES would be adults about this romance, where they could be able to love each other and walk away and have it mean something.

Ah, onichick. I have post lined up for publication tonight that talks about this. I had the same dear wish as you, that CY and ES would be made better people by their love and live on without each other well. I felt the same disappointment when ES implied it wouldn't be like that.

But redpinkboxes post that I am going to link to in my post helped me overcome this disappointment a little. You know, this drama requires a lot of mental exercise to overlook its flaws and I've been willing to do it because there is something I love about it despite its flaws. Both my ES post and the ending post I am going to publish soon required a lot of rewriting, contemplating, explaining, reworking for my conflicting thoughts to be settled and come out coherently in the writing. Ultimately, I made the choice to believe in the best of CY and ES. And it's actually quite easy for me because the writer has left so much open until the very end. Thank god I am someone who doesn't really care about endings. :)

[onichick]

I guess for me to a certain degree it just felt out of step with the character. But I dont, I also could have been just projecting too.

I could never really hate this drama, at its core despite all its flaws and directing issues it hits all the right spots for me, and it has a cast that obviously loves to work with each other which always greatly endears me to show,

I will get over my frustration. Im just still in that anger phase a little bit. I will move on to grieving and bargaining soon enough.

I was prepared to have this drama be in my top 3 for the year, and with some of theses missteps its fallen down to maybe top 6 depending on what they do with the end.

Just give me Choi Young with a baby or kids and Im sure I will forget all about anything that might have ever been wrong with this show.

I just feel bad because I dont want people to think I hate the show, I just get more frustrated at wasted potential than something that is just really bad. Its like the more you care about them the more you yell?