Look what I found

[oni_chiyama]

Apparently I'm a poet, and I didn't know it. Found this on my computer, probably written some night when I was not sober enough to remember it.

I'm gonna throw up,
But I hear the throws of ecstacy,
Above and overpowering.

It makes me remember what,
I have not,
And will not ever have.

Without a chance,
Without a hope,
I continue on with false pretenses.

Listen to the locking lips,
And realise that they will never be yours,
Dwell not on the pain.

I'm a sad little emo boy. *sigh*