to be a grown up

[ongongong]

I'm really good at pretending like I'm happy with where I am right now. and I guess I kind of am in the sense that I have lots of fun and can't really complain about anything. but GDI I want a big girl job and to move out of my parents' house and to get on with my life!! why am I still stuck here? this should not be happening to me!! I should be better than this!! I'm a smart person and should be going places in life.

Although if you look at my choices as of late, maybe I'm not so smart after all. meh whatever.