Aug 31, 2005 20:56
I am going to Virginia by October. What do I do? I just feel, at this moment of course, that life is going incredibly slow. like ok. I'm getting the new album from project 86 pre ordered though! But like I know I haven't fulfilled my duties as a livejournal person. But like every day I usually put up like 4 posts on my myspace! www.myspace.com/thebiggestlindsaylohanfa
So anyways yh. I don't like lindsay lohan anymore though. I'm sorry but I can't change it. But like I put a lot of poetry on there. I've actually been thinking of writing a book about myself. But like I'll change the names and stuff and names of places. But like I want something to show off my poetry. I really want to do it! Now I'm like totally excited about it! I hope I can follow through with it! But so yeah I'm gonna like try to have a good day tomorrow. I really want to try have a good day. I'm hoping that I can learn something from all my bible reading I've been doing lately. I read the parable about the wedding banquet for the son. And some stuff in Romans. I am just pulled in so many different directions. like ok. one of my good old buddies kept hinting at a restraining order i might get from someone else i know that i am trying to avoid right now. I was trying to avoid this person like before i knew about it but like I hope it doesn't go down like that. I'm pretty sure it won't though. I've been praying about it so God'll keep me safe. I don't know what else to say. Tis weird, tis weird. I don't even know. Call me if you've got my # and we'll chat. But not after 10. I'll get in trouble with my parents. If joy wants to call me, then just email me and ask me for my #. Well all you dogs, peace out. And japanese people are the bomb! And the restraining order thing would be coming from a guy, just to like put suspicions aside. He thinks I'm gay.
Which i'm not. I could be if i wanted to though. I'm good at it. I mean not like i've had experience or anything. I just think I could be good at being a homosexual male. Well so long sweet cherry rose of autumn. Turn thine eyes to the sky and wish upon the figs that you shall see.
Jesse the Zucchini