Oct 27, 2005 18:11
Last night was my last night at Passion.
Next week will be my first night to lead a church group in worship in just about 3 years, and my first night to actually be the songleader instead of backing instruments and vocals.
The lineup: Casey (band organizer) - Acoustic Guitar
Angel - Lead/Electric Guitar
Galen - lead vocal/bass
Marcus - drums/bgv
Guys, I am so afraid... afraid that we don't have the attitude or friendship or sense of Christian love and family to be in the right attitude to do this. I am afraid that we'll play church, and play worship instead being the church and living worship. I'm afraid that we're not good enough musically, and that we're focusing both too much and not enough on getting the music right (what I mean by this is that we're spending too much percentage of our time together on the music, but not enough time together or apart on the music).
Galen
EDIT: God has taken the edge off of my fear, but I still covet your prayers for the band situation, and that I would get off to go to the prison ministry on Saturday. Because if I don't get off for Saturday, then I will have to skip work, and with Sitel, that's usually a firing-level offense if it's not medical-related.