Yet another one of those...
In the heat of the moment, you dont know what to do so you do the only thing that comes to mind. You freeze. Still as a statue. Not moving an inch, the only that does move it the sweat dripping from you. Your heart pounding as if a drum were right next to you. After a moment of silence and stillness, you finally get the courage to move. Only moving the slightest bit, you think to yourself, "What am I doing here? I know that I shouldnt be here so why am I doing this?" You freeze yet again. You hear nothing as you stare not into but through the pair of eyes directly in front of you. "Just do it!" You yell at yourself out loud as the pair of eyes jolt back in fright from you yelling. You finally get up and move forward. "I know that I can do this. I am no longer afraid. I will be ok," You think outloud, again the eyes move back. You move towards them as they back away.
Is this how its all supposed to work? We try and work very hard to get what we need, and they do nothing and get everything they need and want. Plus things that they will never use.
You hate the fact that they do things like that and yet you do the exact same thing. You act like you are better then them and that you are the top person in the world, but you are no better then anyone else. You put down others and say that you are better but you are just degrading yourself while doing that. The circle never seems to cease.
I know it seems like this will never end, but just stop and think for a moment. Do you really want it all to end? Do you really want to never have this ever again?
Im worried for you both. I dont like the choices that you have both made but I will accept that. One of you is being fake and dishonest. The other is just having troubles. But the one of you, you disgust me. But I still care. You act like you are better and try to impress when in reality you are making it worse. You would be better off being yourself. Dont stap when I try to help, dont get bitter when Im honest. And dont speak for others, God gave them voices. They can speak if something is wrong. Dont take to me like we are cool then take smack about me behind my back. Dont act like I dont see right through you.
Im sick of all of this. But I know why it hits me now. I understand it more. I know why Im seeing things differently.
I suppose I should be thanking you. And so I will. Thank you.
Is this how its all supposed to work? We try and work very hard to get what we need, and they do nothing and get everything they need and want. Plus things that they will never use.
You hate the fact that they do things like that and yet you do the exact same thing. You act like you are better then them and that you are the top person in the world, but you are no better then anyone else. You put down others and say that you are better but you are just degrading yourself while doing that. The circle never seems to cease.
I know it seems like this will never end, but just stop and think for a moment. Do you really want it all to end? Do you really want to never have this ever again?
Im worried for you both. I dont like the choices that you have both made but I will accept that. One of you is being fake and dishonest. The other is just having troubles. But the one of you, you disgust me. But I still care. You act like you are better and try to impress when in reality you are making it worse. You would be better off being yourself. Dont stap when I try to help, dont get bitter when Im honest. And dont speak for others, God gave them voices. They can speak if something is wrong. Dont take to me like we are cool then take smack about me behind my back. Dont act like I dont see right through you.
Im sick of all of this. But I know why it hits me now. I understand it more. I know why Im seeing things differently.
I suppose I should be thanking you. And so I will. Thank you.