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I know what I want to do with this particular journal. make this a happy one. Only place happy entries in here and let others figure out where my bad ones go.
But first I just want to delve into why I like wings. I haven't given it much thought but I guess I'll take the time now.
When I was little I loved the thought of flying. I loved the thought of being in the air. It just made me so incredibly happy as a little kid. I would sometimes climb things without realising it and I became pretty good at it. But then when an uncle of mine saw I wanted to climb a tree. He desided to help...I thought that was cool until I did something I never did before....look down. I found out I was afraid of hieghts. Who knew. I loved the thought of flying but I didn't like the thought of being off the ground. odd enough. But what about wings sprouting from the back. that I found I liked a whole lot better than airplane trips. If I had wings I would have no reason to be afraid of the ground. I could fly indepently without the use of a mechanical device. plus I've always thought that wings were mystical. It would kinda increase on the attration meter. Not for a guy unless you're trying to attract another guy, which is perfectly ok, But on a girl is just....awe inspiring. Some girls already look like angels from heaven *coughcough*mary*cough*. But to see cotton white wings fluffed up behind their back...I just think that it would compliment their best facial fetures, whether they believe they look good or not.
Well there you go. I just came up with that out deepest part of my heart. In short, I believe my girlfriend is an angel. *sigh* I'm a hopeless weirdo, who can make cookies. :p
Ok another topic, since I am trying to actually kill time here. Ghosts. I believe I am living in a house with ghosts running around. ok. not running but still. They are here. I can't actually see them point blank but more often then not I see reflections on shiny serfaces and random lights catching the corners of my eyes when there should not be any kind of light what-so-ever. They're not hostile ghosts. I would have to say very casual ghosts walking around. Nothing scary but at the same time...not creepy but weird I guess. they're there but I don't really talk to them and I think it strange cause it kinda means I have no privacy even when I'm alone. Just think about it for a second. Would they watch if I were to do something of a sexual nature....I guess a better question is would I watch someone do something of a sexual nature if I were a ghost in a house. Weird I know. I don't think I would watch but maybe there is something else to it.
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Ok in all honesty. My face has been swollen for a while an my lips have cracked and it really really hurts. My mom made me take vicodin, oxycoton, and some sinus medicine. I guess I'm feeling the effects of this stuff but I still hurt. What a rip off.
But first I just want to delve into why I like wings. I haven't given it much thought but I guess I'll take the time now.
When I was little I loved the thought of flying. I loved the thought of being in the air. It just made me so incredibly happy as a little kid. I would sometimes climb things without realising it and I became pretty good at it. But then when an uncle of mine saw I wanted to climb a tree. He desided to help...I thought that was cool until I did something I never did before....look down. I found out I was afraid of hieghts. Who knew. I loved the thought of flying but I didn't like the thought of being off the ground. odd enough. But what about wings sprouting from the back. that I found I liked a whole lot better than airplane trips. If I had wings I would have no reason to be afraid of the ground. I could fly indepently without the use of a mechanical device. plus I've always thought that wings were mystical. It would kinda increase on the attration meter. Not for a guy unless you're trying to attract another guy, which is perfectly ok, But on a girl is just....awe inspiring. Some girls already look like angels from heaven *coughcough*mary*cough*. But to see cotton white wings fluffed up behind their back...I just think that it would compliment their best facial fetures, whether they believe they look good or not.
Well there you go. I just came up with that out deepest part of my heart. In short, I believe my girlfriend is an angel. *sigh* I'm a hopeless weirdo, who can make cookies. :p
Ok another topic, since I am trying to actually kill time here. Ghosts. I believe I am living in a house with ghosts running around. ok. not running but still. They are here. I can't actually see them point blank but more often then not I see reflections on shiny serfaces and random lights catching the corners of my eyes when there should not be any kind of light what-so-ever. They're not hostile ghosts. I would have to say very casual ghosts walking around. Nothing scary but at the same time...not creepy but weird I guess. they're there but I don't really talk to them and I think it strange cause it kinda means I have no privacy even when I'm alone. Just think about it for a second. Would they watch if I were to do something of a sexual nature....I guess a better question is would I watch someone do something of a sexual nature if I were a ghost in a house. Weird I know. I don't think I would watch but maybe there is something else to it.
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Ok in all honesty. My face has been swollen for a while an my lips have cracked and it really really hurts. My mom made me take vicodin, oxycoton, and some sinus medicine. I guess I'm feeling the effects of this stuff but I still hurt. What a rip off.