because i'm so fucking lazy...here's stuff from my MYSPACE
November 3, 2005 • Thursday
things be changing with the times...and i'm just wondering why i'm behind...
Current mood: indescribable
so i was checking out some of the MYSPACEs of some of my classmates from GW...George Washington...CHAMORU STYLE...spam, tabassco, fiestas, and all that jazz...but i was looking thorugh two pages in particular and it got me thinking...
i wasn't really into that group of people (i.e. i was a LONER!!) and well looking at them now they seem the same but not...makes me think is all...weird about being in school in guam...it's so small but at the same time big enough where you can definitely be left out. palau...is a different story altogether...damn place is so small you can't avoid shit! no one is left out...even if no one knows you....eventually there will be something said about you...it just happens that way...
overall...looking back...i keep thinking we're so different from then...and here we are trying to still be young and hip...but grown up too...some of my classmates i gotta give them props because i really didnt think that much of them...
high school is just one of those things that you wish you never went through but at the same time can't imagine your life without...you might wonder what if...or maybe...if i had only...then there are those times that you just said "fuck this!" and did it! looking back...i wish i could take back some things...but overall it was kewl...i'm glad i went through it.
to high school...
-j
Currently listening:
Some Cities
By Doves
Release date: By 24 February, 2005
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MAKEOVER!!!
Current mood: good
SO! as you can see...i have MADEOVER MY PAGE!!!! it's so cute! kawaii desu ne! do you like my cats?? MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW!!!! hehehe =) i made the change because...i haven't had anything DECENT LOOKING on my page in a while =P so here's the OTHER side of me =P
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from a group called the dears - look it up guys!
Current mood: good
The Dears
Lost in the Plot
Take me for drive to the coastline
Pull me to the depths of the sea
Leave me in the middle of the ocean
I can walk the rest of the way
And I promise not to cry anymore
All the reasons beat the crap out of me
Everyday when I wake up they are waiting
But I promised not to cry anymore
'cause it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot
Our love, don't mess with our love
Our love is so much stronger
Our love, don't mess with our love
Our love is so much stronger
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot
same old plot
same old plot these days
Oh I promise not to cry
Oh I promise not to cry
Oh I promise not to cry anymore
Currently listening:
Fine Line
By Paul McCartney
Release date: By 30 August, 2005
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November 2, 2005 • Wednesday
fiona apple is back! and it sounds pretty kewl =)
Current mood: good
ms. apple is back with a new cd this year called "extraordinary things." so if you're interested you can get look at the song ia video at yahoo music!
here's something to wet your appetite...
"O' Sailor"
I'm undecided about you again
Mightn't be right that you're not here
It's double-sided, cause I ruined it all
- But also saved myself, by never believing you, Dear
Everything good, I deem too good to be true
Everything else is just a bore
Everything I have to look forward to
Has a pretty painful and very imposing before
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
I have too been playing with fifty-two cards
- Just cause I play so far from my vest
Whatever I've got, I've got no reason to guard
What could I do, but spend my best
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
And after waiting, fighting patiently on my knees
All the other stuff tired itself out first, not me
And in its wake, appeared the touch and call
Of a different breed
One who set to get me wise, and got me there
And then, got me
And what a thing, to know what could be instead
Oh, what a blessed curse; to see
It took the agenda from its place in my bed
Made a merry paramour of me
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
O' sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Giving me eyes to view it
As it goes by the boards
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about an hour or so before class...and just passing some time...
Current mood: content
well i got a 60 out of 75 on my oceanography test on monday...that would make it a 80ven. which is an improvement from my last score...by 6.5 points =) but still not good enough!
i just finished my interview essay for my BOT 105 class...and i could be researching for one of my four papers...but i'm not...
i also out my blue pilot pen that is very inky into my backpocket with the cap not covering the tip...so i left a huge ass blue stain on my right ass pocket! and all this time i thought that everyone was going "WOW! mal ungil era ngakel!" OHH WELL! another day in the adventures of me i guess =)
so far...things are just kinda going with the flow...it's the beginning of november...so instead of worrying about MIDTERMS ( i had my last one today in math class...THANK GOD!) i NOW get to worry about PAPERS! yes ladies and gentlemen...i have four papers due at the end of the semester..not including finals! YAY FOR ME! man school is a drag...i should just take a DRAG! hahaha naw! i'll just settle for the more minor but still offensive offense...UNDERAGE DRINKING! damn i'm legal in guam and australia! i might as well enjoy my international right...locally =P
i'm hoping we have a pan pacific meeting this week...so i can chill and have some kava...wait...SHIT!!! aunty cha-cha coming in this weekend....maybe not!!! aww man!
ANYWAY!! have to go because i need to call some people...and i'll check around here whenever...
laterz!
-j
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October 27, 2005 • Thursday
smashing pumpkins website
http://www.netphoria.org/
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Stand Inside Your Love
Current mood: cheerful
You love me, meant to be
Immutable, impossible
It's destiny, pure lunacy
Incalculable, insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I dream
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul
And beautiful
You
Don't understand, don't feel me now
I will breathe for the both of us
Travel the world, traverse the skies
Your home is here within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn in my mind
Recast as child in mystic sun
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every moment
Waking sun in my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and you're mine
You're mine forever
Who wouldn't be the one you love? (And live for)
Who wouldn't stand inside your love? (And die for)
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
(i never really took the time to listen to the lyrics...until now...forgive me great gods of music...i am not worthy of this love i have for thee...)
Currently listening:
Machina: The Machines of God
By Smashing Pumpkins
Release date: By 29 February, 2000
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i mean SHIT! if i am "music's whore" i better have a damn blog about why the fuck i am!
Current mood: exhausted
music is my bitch but i am most definitely it's whore...
the last few weeks music has been there for me in a way that i most certainly needed but forgot about...
i haven't played a brass instrument in a long time and it would be so nice to actually DO THAT!
i haven't had ANY ITIME WHATSOEVER to go case the music college and find out whether or not they are in needed of out-of-practice baritone/tuba players...
my heart is aching to play though...i have started listening to jazz again...one of my first loves in music..i'm listening the cowboy bebop CDs (thanks to muttley!) and have only recently acquired them after a year and a half absence in my life...damn those japanese jazz players...they fucking rock...
if you want to know more about the music from cowboy bebop...here's an interesting link to a website about one of the main contributors to the music it is famous for:
The Yoko Kanno Project
http://www.jameswong.com/ykproject/
so now...i am just going to chill with my jazz and enjoy the leisure...DAMN! i'm looking forward to those two beers on friday night...
[i may be exhausted but i'm feeling real damn good!]
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things be changing with the times...and i'm just wondering why i'm behind...
Current mood: indescribable
so i was checking out some of the MYSPACEs of some of my classmates from GW...George Washington...CHAMORU STYLE...spam, tabassco, fiestas, and all that jazz...but i was looking thorugh two pages in particular and it got me thinking...
i wasn't really into that group of people (i.e. i was a LONER!!) and well looking at them now they seem the same but not...makes me think is all...weird about being in school in guam...it's so small but at the same time big enough where you can definitely be left out. palau...is a different story altogether...damn place is so small you can't avoid shit! no one is left out...even if no one knows you....eventually there will be something said about you...it just happens that way...
overall...looking back...i keep thinking we're so different from then...and here we are trying to still be young and hip...but grown up too...some of my classmates i gotta give them props because i really didnt think that much of them...
high school is just one of those things that you wish you never went through but at the same time can't imagine your life without...you might wonder what if...or maybe...if i had only...then there are those times that you just said "fuck this!" and did it! looking back...i wish i could take back some things...but overall it was kewl...i'm glad i went through it.
to high school...
-j
Currently listening:
Some Cities
By Doves
Release date: By 24 February, 2005
3:38 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove
MAKEOVER!!!
Current mood: good
SO! as you can see...i have MADEOVER MY PAGE!!!! it's so cute! kawaii desu ne! do you like my cats?? MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW!!!! hehehe =) i made the change because...i haven't had anything DECENT LOOKING on my page in a while =P so here's the OTHER side of me =P
11:44 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove
from a group called the dears - look it up guys!
Current mood: good
The Dears
Lost in the Plot
Take me for drive to the coastline
Pull me to the depths of the sea
Leave me in the middle of the ocean
I can walk the rest of the way
And I promise not to cry anymore
All the reasons beat the crap out of me
Everyday when I wake up they are waiting
But I promised not to cry anymore
'cause it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot
Our love, don't mess with our love
Our love is so much stronger
Our love, don't mess with our love
Our love is so much stronger
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot these days
oh it's the same old plot
same old plot
same old plot these days
Oh I promise not to cry
Oh I promise not to cry
Oh I promise not to cry anymore
Currently listening:
Fine Line
By Paul McCartney
Release date: By 30 August, 2005
10:42 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove
November 2, 2005 • Wednesday
fiona apple is back! and it sounds pretty kewl =)
Current mood: good
ms. apple is back with a new cd this year called "extraordinary things." so if you're interested you can get look at the song ia video at yahoo music!
here's something to wet your appetite...
"O' Sailor"
I'm undecided about you again
Mightn't be right that you're not here
It's double-sided, cause I ruined it all
- But also saved myself, by never believing you, Dear
Everything good, I deem too good to be true
Everything else is just a bore
Everything I have to look forward to
Has a pretty painful and very imposing before
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
I have too been playing with fifty-two cards
- Just cause I play so far from my vest
Whatever I've got, I've got no reason to guard
What could I do, but spend my best
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
And after waiting, fighting patiently on my knees
All the other stuff tired itself out first, not me
And in its wake, appeared the touch and call
Of a different breed
One who set to get me wise, and got me there
And then, got me
And what a thing, to know what could be instead
Oh, what a blessed curse; to see
It took the agenda from its place in my bed
Made a merry paramour of me
O' Sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
And then letting it go by the boards
O' sailor, why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Giving me eyes to view it
As it goes by the boards
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about an hour or so before class...and just passing some time...
Current mood: content
well i got a 60 out of 75 on my oceanography test on monday...that would make it a 80ven. which is an improvement from my last score...by 6.5 points =) but still not good enough!
i just finished my interview essay for my BOT 105 class...and i could be researching for one of my four papers...but i'm not...
i also out my blue pilot pen that is very inky into my backpocket with the cap not covering the tip...so i left a huge ass blue stain on my right ass pocket! and all this time i thought that everyone was going "WOW! mal ungil era ngakel!" OHH WELL! another day in the adventures of me i guess =)
so far...things are just kinda going with the flow...it's the beginning of november...so instead of worrying about MIDTERMS ( i had my last one today in math class...THANK GOD!) i NOW get to worry about PAPERS! yes ladies and gentlemen...i have four papers due at the end of the semester..not including finals! YAY FOR ME! man school is a drag...i should just take a DRAG! hahaha naw! i'll just settle for the more minor but still offensive offense...UNDERAGE DRINKING! damn i'm legal in guam and australia! i might as well enjoy my international right...locally =P
i'm hoping we have a pan pacific meeting this week...so i can chill and have some kava...wait...SHIT!!! aunty cha-cha coming in this weekend....maybe not!!! aww man!
ANYWAY!! have to go because i need to call some people...and i'll check around here whenever...
laterz!
-j
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October 27, 2005 • Thursday
smashing pumpkins website
http://www.netphoria.org/
8:23 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove
Stand Inside Your Love
Current mood: cheerful
You love me, meant to be
Immutable, impossible
It's destiny, pure lunacy
Incalculable, insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I dream
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul
And beautiful
You
Don't understand, don't feel me now
I will breathe for the both of us
Travel the world, traverse the skies
Your home is here within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn in my mind
Recast as child in mystic sun
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every moment
Waking sun in my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and you're mine
You're mine forever
Who wouldn't be the one you love? (And live for)
Who wouldn't stand inside your love? (And die for)
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
(i never really took the time to listen to the lyrics...until now...forgive me great gods of music...i am not worthy of this love i have for thee...)
Currently listening:
Machina: The Machines of God
By Smashing Pumpkins
Release date: By 29 February, 2000
5:20 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove
i mean SHIT! if i am "music's whore" i better have a damn blog about why the fuck i am!
Current mood: exhausted
music is my bitch but i am most definitely it's whore...
the last few weeks music has been there for me in a way that i most certainly needed but forgot about...
i haven't played a brass instrument in a long time and it would be so nice to actually DO THAT!
i haven't had ANY ITIME WHATSOEVER to go case the music college and find out whether or not they are in needed of out-of-practice baritone/tuba players...
my heart is aching to play though...i have started listening to jazz again...one of my first loves in music..i'm listening the cowboy bebop CDs (thanks to muttley!) and have only recently acquired them after a year and a half absence in my life...damn those japanese jazz players...they fucking rock...
if you want to know more about the music from cowboy bebop...here's an interesting link to a website about one of the main contributors to the music it is famous for:
The Yoko Kanno Project
http://www.jameswong.com/ykproject/
so now...i am just going to chill with my jazz and enjoy the leisure...DAMN! i'm looking forward to those two beers on friday night...
[i may be exhausted but i'm feeling real damn good!]
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