i've always been so good at pretending...

[onewayletter]

this is not fucking easy. this is not fucking easy. this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.this is not fucking easy.

i dont see any good end to this. all i see is you in flames and the sky falling and blood.

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dear nightmare,

please, i beg of you. please, leave me alone.

sincerely,
everything that is me.