Jan 07, 2005 00:28
How many times can someone delete their journal and start over? ...As many times as it takes to get it right I guess. Sometimes all I need is to be told how much I matter, or how much im wanted. I hate these random thoughts of you. I hate that I cared, it makes me feel stupid. But who am I to talk, I've done the same thing, more than once. But that was then, and I haven't hooked up with anyone since. But w/e I guess thats my little new years solution, but it started almost 4 months ago. For once I think I could actually care about someone, but im afraid of not being cared for...
You say you want me... What are you waiting for? Im already yours.
Its been far to long since I've partied with Melody/Brianna/Danielle/Jakee. Im really looking forward to it this weekend, we always have such fun haha.