...Honestly, I didn't imagine that was how I was going to "celebrate" my birthday. And my legs are giving me the lecture on it. Thankfully, whatever happened wasn't too crazy, but I definately increased my recovery time.
Aigis has been really helpful in getting me things since I'm stranded in bed, but I really wish I could go out for a jog again.
It's all a blur...But since I've had so much time to dwell on it...I'm beginning to think it was less of a hallucination; it really did happen.
I...
I just hope things don't get awkward between us. I'm still trying to figure out where I stand.
I'm relieved that things crashed before anything else happened, though. I just made acquaintances with one of the recruits and well...I think something nearly happened. Nearly.
Running would work out all these tangled up thoughts and feelings but I can't. I can't even help someone I hurt because I was weak then, and I'm still weak now. I thought I was getting stronger...
Now I'm not so sure.