Jan 10, 2012 22:42
Will update soon. It's been a year of pissed off, soap boxed and wanting a refund on my reconstruction. Etc.
Muthafuckas. Angry. Like nothing I ever experienced during the year of treatment or the year of sadness. Ready to move forward and I keep getting bitchslapped by the lingering effects...
Keloids. Depression. Lymphedema. Memory issues. General chemo-brain induced inability to focus. Fuck. This. Shit.
What do I do to make this better, hm? Keloids can be cut off (again), there's pills for depression, I'm wearing a compression sleeve and hoping to keep lymphedema at bay this time but there's nothing you can do about memory and focus. At least that I know of.
Pardon me, I'm going to go throw my shoe at a door.
lymphedema,
chemo brain