I'm still here.

Jan 10, 2012 22:42

Will update soon. It's been a year of pissed off, soap boxed and wanting a refund on my reconstruction. Etc.

Muthafuckas. Angry. Like nothing I ever experienced during the year of treatment or the year of sadness. Ready to move forward and I keep getting bitchslapped by the lingering effects...

Keloids. Depression. Lymphedema. Memory issues. General chemo-brain induced inability to focus. Fuck. This. Shit.

What do I do to make this better, hm? Keloids can be cut off (again), there's pills for depression, I'm wearing a compression sleeve and hoping to keep lymphedema at bay this time but there's nothing you can do about memory and focus. At least that I know of.

Pardon me, I'm going to go throw my shoe at a door.

lymphedema, chemo brain

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