im such a goofball
i way over reacted and was silly.. oops!
sooooo im otay now. or betta. hehe. i guess im super stressed in general and so overwhelmed and things that normally make me happy werent and i was just really down and sad in general and in the past two days it all piled up and i wanted to vomit.
i think when things are way too much for me to handle i either break down or pretend there snt a problem till it's breakdown time. sometimes it's like im on an island in the middle os disaster world and on the island everything is funny and cool and awesome and that's like right now. i duno. but bahahaha some people still make me smile.
.. like brendan, for example:
AIways 0n (9:48:03 PM): okay heres why im the bomb, im super fine, im round-the-clock horny, im rocking one leg, and got a case of irritable bowel syndrome, thats ibs for short, so take a walk bitches, cause i cant
AIways 0n (9:51:26 PM): Flurbsday @ 7 is good.
AIways 0n (9:51:38 PM): (i bought my own extra day when i was 8)
AIways 0n (9:51:45 PM): called Flurbsday.
AIways 0n (9:51:55 PM): thats when i get all the important sheet done.
AIways 0n (9:52:02 PM): then i slack off for the OTHER 7
Tumbling T 1 (9:49:26 PM): what're we?
AIways 0n (9:49:36 PM): biffer.
AIways 0n (9:49:45 PM): biffers.
AIways 0n (9:49:49 PM): cus that makes 2
AIways 0n (9:49:53 PM): im a biffer, cus i < 3 me, and i < 3 u
AIways 0n (9:49:59 PM): so like, biffer = one person
AIways 0n (9:50:03 PM): and im bff's with me too
Tumbling T 1 (9:50:06 PM): oooooo i seeeee
AIways 0n (9:50:08 PM): and so im a biffer
AIways 0n (9:50:14 PM): but 2 people make biffersss.
Tumbling T 1 (9:50:19 PM): together
and MUCH MUCH MORE, then later, one of his much more sane comments..
AIways 0n (10:01:42 PM): IM A DISNEY ADDICT.
i dunno, there are some interesting and awesome people out there. he brought up disney and i have the biggest craving to go to disney world and islands of adventure in universal studios. those places really are the happiest places on earth. i mean obviously bahamas and cruises etc are amazing. but just to be HAPPY like a little kid in disney world.. no comparison.
so since i have no time to write ima peace. i just wanted to offically calm down on the record. as a senior, i shouldnt be this FLIPPING OUT and crazed and BAHHHHHHH. im really busy and suffering energy wise though. ok. ap physics quiz tomorrow. midterms next week. AYE YAY YAEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... i change how i say that every time. and my friends get annoyed.
speaking of which, i havnt seen kate or talked to her since 7th period. normally the whole day is with her and this is weird. argh.
oh yeah and in mr. martinez's class today i made raptor noise way quiet to alisa and mr. martinez was all like WHAT WAS THAT? WHERES THE CAT? and it got awful quiet and then there was an investigation and alisa totally SAID it was me and then i got red and i wasnt even embaressed but how do you explain that you were just being a raptor?
sooooo im otay now. or betta. hehe. i guess im super stressed in general and so overwhelmed and things that normally make me happy werent and i was just really down and sad in general and in the past two days it all piled up and i wanted to vomit.
i think when things are way too much for me to handle i either break down or pretend there snt a problem till it's breakdown time. sometimes it's like im on an island in the middle os disaster world and on the island everything is funny and cool and awesome and that's like right now. i duno. but bahahaha some people still make me smile.
.. like brendan, for example:
AIways 0n (9:48:03 PM): okay heres why im the bomb, im super fine, im round-the-clock horny, im rocking one leg, and got a case of irritable bowel syndrome, thats ibs for short, so take a walk bitches, cause i cant
AIways 0n (9:51:26 PM): Flurbsday @ 7 is good.
AIways 0n (9:51:38 PM): (i bought my own extra day when i was 8)
AIways 0n (9:51:45 PM): called Flurbsday.
AIways 0n (9:51:55 PM): thats when i get all the important sheet done.
AIways 0n (9:52:02 PM): then i slack off for the OTHER 7
Tumbling T 1 (9:49:26 PM): what're we?
AIways 0n (9:49:36 PM): biffer.
AIways 0n (9:49:45 PM): biffers.
AIways 0n (9:49:49 PM): cus that makes 2
AIways 0n (9:49:53 PM): im a biffer, cus i < 3 me, and i < 3 u
AIways 0n (9:49:59 PM): so like, biffer = one person
AIways 0n (9:50:03 PM): and im bff's with me too
Tumbling T 1 (9:50:06 PM): oooooo i seeeee
AIways 0n (9:50:08 PM): and so im a biffer
AIways 0n (9:50:14 PM): but 2 people make biffersss.
Tumbling T 1 (9:50:19 PM): together
and MUCH MUCH MORE, then later, one of his much more sane comments..
AIways 0n (10:01:42 PM): IM A DISNEY ADDICT.
i dunno, there are some interesting and awesome people out there. he brought up disney and i have the biggest craving to go to disney world and islands of adventure in universal studios. those places really are the happiest places on earth. i mean obviously bahamas and cruises etc are amazing. but just to be HAPPY like a little kid in disney world.. no comparison.
so since i have no time to write ima peace. i just wanted to offically calm down on the record. as a senior, i shouldnt be this FLIPPING OUT and crazed and BAHHHHHHH. im really busy and suffering energy wise though. ok. ap physics quiz tomorrow. midterms next week. AYE YAY YAEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... i change how i say that every time. and my friends get annoyed.
speaking of which, i havnt seen kate or talked to her since 7th period. normally the whole day is with her and this is weird. argh.
oh yeah and in mr. martinez's class today i made raptor noise way quiet to alisa and mr. martinez was all like WHAT WAS THAT? WHERES THE CAT? and it got awful quiet and then there was an investigation and alisa totally SAID it was me and then i got red and i wasnt even embaressed but how do you explain that you were just being a raptor?