uncharacteristically emo & secretive
my apartment is making scary noises and for a while i couldn't decide whom to call, then didn't call anyone. it's finals and i'm splitting myself every which way but there's one big split and i don't really know what to make of it. i know which way i want to go but it's the harder one and since everything else i love is hard i kind of wanted this one to be easy. grad school applications are killing me a little (i ran out of time and ended up not even applying to princeton) and i'm starting to be afraid of obligations again. it shouldn't take this much effort just to send an email.