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Im so tired and I am in a horrible mood. I went out late Wednesday and Thursday while having to go to work in the morning and I couldnt sleep last night because I had a dream that I was in Lebanon and I was surrounded by bombs that were hitting closer and closer to me until there was one heading right towards me and my fear got so intense that I woke up. Why cant I have some good dreams? Im always either about to get killed, or someone else is getting killed or Im running away from the Nazis and they are always really intense and very frighening. And then I wake up feeling horrible that other people actually go through that in life and I wonder why I am the lucky one.
Im sick of work too. Actually, work is fine, but I am sick of myself in my work situation. I need some more confidence before I can continue on any career path, I am really driving myself nuts. I think I need some cake and wine.
Im sick of work too. Actually, work is fine, but I am sick of myself in my work situation. I need some more confidence before I can continue on any career path, I am really driving myself nuts. I think I need some cake and wine.