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what an off day.. seriously jk was right, today did feel like that oppressed day at hofstra no doubt. and things were going sort of okay.. actually it'd been a really weird week come to think of it. but let's get to now.. [when i'm shook up i tend to ramble to calm down.. i know no one wants to read this sht but.. whatever] okay. so.. for the first time i got invited to a pretty big party.. and like.. this is with an actual invite.. not a crash with some friends so that a plus. then i tried out for caberet with savs and that was really hot too.
what's not? okay so pep rally is tomorrow and we needed to make a poster for the vball team.. yesterday we planned to ask an art teacher for paint today.. but costanzo and sibner said no.. so hyejo and chimmie went to party city to get some paint before practice.. they didn't show up for a while.. but like everyone was so unusually unfocused like it didn't really seem like that big of a deal.. then some jv girl ran in and told us that there was an accident in front of school. okay no biggie things like this happen sometimes.. just some fender benders.. but yeah caroline sumcick came into our gym and told us that hyejo got in an accident.. didn't even sink in.. i was worried of course but i wasn't upset or anything.. but i guess i was really worried about them.. guiliana was like crying because like no one new what was going on and stuff.. then our coach accidentally called hyejos parents [she thought she was calling her cell..] and her parents didn't know about the accident yet.. so our coach went out to the front to check up on hyejo and make sure that they were okay.. the rest of practice was like.. so useless.. and chimmie walked in.. [the jv coach was outside with them the whole time because she passed the accident on the way to school, she told us that chimmie didn't cry at all outside] but like as soon as she came in we all ran to hug her and she started to cry.. /=. and she went home.. and coach sietz left early because her grandfather got really sick and she had to go see him. so we stayed and worked on the poster.. but it was guiliana the savs jen and me that ended up staying and finishing..
afterwards.. i was going to go home.. but i sort of wanted to visit hyejo but i didn't know where she lived.. but jen and guiliana came up with the idea too.. and i drove them to hyejo's house after picking up some chocolate, a frapp and a card for her.. and it was a really good time i guess.. i mean considering the day and stuff.. like we went there and hyejo seemed bummed but happy to see us.. and i hope we cheered her up.. we ended up staying from like.. 7ish to like.. 9:40, just talking and laughing and having a good time.. then we had to go, so we said our goodbyes and left.
on the way home. on cold spring harbor road there's a really weird split at the end of the road with a blinking red light. there were a few cars coming.. so i waited at the stop sign [even though i had the right of way because they had the yield sign for my lane] finally they all passed except this one car that was near the next traffic light maybe a couple of hundred feet over.. she was speeding, but i knew i had right of way.. but i was still a little scared to go [because i guess everyone was shook up from today] but i just went [partially my fault for hesistating] so i'm halfway through the lane when i see her about 10 feet away without braking. it was the scariest thing.. i quickly turned right and left again [because there were trees that we may have hit] and the car sped off.. didn't honk..didn't stop. nothing. everyone screamed, seriously i can't even describe it.. i just pulled over to the side and started crying and shaking. it was honestly the scariest thing i think i've ever been through.. but we needed to get home because guiliana's mom was really upset that she wasn't home.. when she called home her sister picked up and told her that her mom was on the streets looking for her and crying.. jen and i just looked at each other and i was like.. pray. so i dropped them both off.. and i just went home.. my dad was looking for me and he started following me off of woodbury rd. i didn't know who it was and i got so freaked out because i thought he was that serial rapist who's in syosset right now.. so yeah as soon as i got home i guess i started crying again to my parents [what is this right?]
i feel stupid typing all thise out on lj.. but wow. no one seems to care or listen.
what's not? okay so pep rally is tomorrow and we needed to make a poster for the vball team.. yesterday we planned to ask an art teacher for paint today.. but costanzo and sibner said no.. so hyejo and chimmie went to party city to get some paint before practice.. they didn't show up for a while.. but like everyone was so unusually unfocused like it didn't really seem like that big of a deal.. then some jv girl ran in and told us that there was an accident in front of school. okay no biggie things like this happen sometimes.. just some fender benders.. but yeah caroline sumcick came into our gym and told us that hyejo got in an accident.. didn't even sink in.. i was worried of course but i wasn't upset or anything.. but i guess i was really worried about them.. guiliana was like crying because like no one new what was going on and stuff.. then our coach accidentally called hyejos parents [she thought she was calling her cell..] and her parents didn't know about the accident yet.. so our coach went out to the front to check up on hyejo and make sure that they were okay.. the rest of practice was like.. so useless.. and chimmie walked in.. [the jv coach was outside with them the whole time because she passed the accident on the way to school, she told us that chimmie didn't cry at all outside] but like as soon as she came in we all ran to hug her and she started to cry.. /=. and she went home.. and coach sietz left early because her grandfather got really sick and she had to go see him. so we stayed and worked on the poster.. but it was guiliana the savs jen and me that ended up staying and finishing..
afterwards.. i was going to go home.. but i sort of wanted to visit hyejo but i didn't know where she lived.. but jen and guiliana came up with the idea too.. and i drove them to hyejo's house after picking up some chocolate, a frapp and a card for her.. and it was a really good time i guess.. i mean considering the day and stuff.. like we went there and hyejo seemed bummed but happy to see us.. and i hope we cheered her up.. we ended up staying from like.. 7ish to like.. 9:40, just talking and laughing and having a good time.. then we had to go, so we said our goodbyes and left.
on the way home. on cold spring harbor road there's a really weird split at the end of the road with a blinking red light. there were a few cars coming.. so i waited at the stop sign [even though i had the right of way because they had the yield sign for my lane] finally they all passed except this one car that was near the next traffic light maybe a couple of hundred feet over.. she was speeding, but i knew i had right of way.. but i was still a little scared to go [because i guess everyone was shook up from today] but i just went [partially my fault for hesistating] so i'm halfway through the lane when i see her about 10 feet away without braking. it was the scariest thing.. i quickly turned right and left again [because there were trees that we may have hit] and the car sped off.. didn't honk..didn't stop. nothing. everyone screamed, seriously i can't even describe it.. i just pulled over to the side and started crying and shaking. it was honestly the scariest thing i think i've ever been through.. but we needed to get home because guiliana's mom was really upset that she wasn't home.. when she called home her sister picked up and told her that her mom was on the streets looking for her and crying.. jen and i just looked at each other and i was like.. pray. so i dropped them both off.. and i just went home.. my dad was looking for me and he started following me off of woodbury rd. i didn't know who it was and i got so freaked out because i thought he was that serial rapist who's in syosset right now.. so yeah as soon as i got home i guess i started crying again to my parents [what is this right?]
i feel stupid typing all thise out on lj.. but wow. no one seems to care or listen.