big bang
today was the first day of senior year, and though it's slightly embarrasing to say, i have been looking forward to going back to school [knowing that this feeling will only last until the heavy stuff hits]. i loveeeeeeee being back in an art room.
syosset pride, i missed whatever video they were showing.. but apparently there's this theme of building a better community environment. i'm really skeptical to see any sort of change in our school.. everyone wants change [myself included] but we want other people to change, unknowingly continuing our lives without changing. but something that sort of struck me today, was the ambition that the teachers have for this. i mean, 1st period.. the teacher encouraged us to be role models to the rest of the school, 2nd period.. [we were supposed to have watched this film] our teacher went on about changing, and the TEACHERS actually realizing that they too are a part of the community, and they too needed to change. and i guess every teacher are realizing that we're actually humans too. the most striking thing today was during forensics.. i mean, my teacher opened up his personal life.. how he grew up without a dad, why he wants to be a teacher, what he wants to do.. his best friend.. like it was really cool. then we as a class were supposed to "get to know each other" and i didn't think it would mean much.. we wrote things on cards that meant a lot to us, and we shared and memorized these things. i'm talking like.. japs, "punks", "gangsters" just talking.. and memorizing.. then discussing and trying to define and understand each other.
i HATE these new songs on the radio. WHY is terrible in?! what is this nonsense rasta crap
basically what i'm saying is.. i like school. this should be a fun year.
the gliches of hs.
realizing that i enjoy SCHOOL more then home.
school. waking up. i'm not a freak, i'm not in love with school, but it's not horrendous.
will. it was easy to avoid him after we faded out. but no. this chump is following me around school, and when he touches me.. it gets uncomfortable. like.. IT'S OVER. GET OVER IT. LEAVE ME ALONE
essay due tomorrow. oof
no car! or other seniors on the bus. ugh i hate being driven by parents.
syosset pride, i missed whatever video they were showing.. but apparently there's this theme of building a better community environment. i'm really skeptical to see any sort of change in our school.. everyone wants change [myself included] but we want other people to change, unknowingly continuing our lives without changing. but something that sort of struck me today, was the ambition that the teachers have for this. i mean, 1st period.. the teacher encouraged us to be role models to the rest of the school, 2nd period.. [we were supposed to have watched this film] our teacher went on about changing, and the TEACHERS actually realizing that they too are a part of the community, and they too needed to change. and i guess every teacher are realizing that we're actually humans too. the most striking thing today was during forensics.. i mean, my teacher opened up his personal life.. how he grew up without a dad, why he wants to be a teacher, what he wants to do.. his best friend.. like it was really cool. then we as a class were supposed to "get to know each other" and i didn't think it would mean much.. we wrote things on cards that meant a lot to us, and we shared and memorized these things. i'm talking like.. japs, "punks", "gangsters" just talking.. and memorizing.. then discussing and trying to define and understand each other.
i HATE these new songs on the radio. WHY is terrible in?! what is this nonsense rasta crap
basically what i'm saying is.. i like school. this should be a fun year.
the gliches of hs.
realizing that i enjoy SCHOOL more then home.
school. waking up. i'm not a freak, i'm not in love with school, but it's not horrendous.
will. it was easy to avoid him after we faded out. but no. this chump is following me around school, and when he touches me.. it gets uncomfortable. like.. IT'S OVER. GET OVER IT. LEAVE ME ALONE
essay due tomorrow. oof
no car! or other seniors on the bus. ugh i hate being driven by parents.