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I dont know what to do i need some advice from anyone, anyone at all, friend or strainger. This is causing me more stress, enjoyment, and pain then i could ever imagine.
i told josh were just friends, because we would flirt all the time hes call me and be upset if i talked to another guy instead of him and everything yet were not going out and he hasn't attempted to go further then firends and flirting. but yesterday and today hes like all over me (not to sound full of myself or anything) i mean i was going along with it too, but the way he looks at me and hes always holding my hand and my waist and its just so comforting around him. i didn't see him for 2 and a half weeks while i was gone and as soon as i come back hes calling me all the time "you didn't come by and say hi" "oh so youll smile like that to the customers and not me" i mean why does he care about that some much.. should i just forget about him because its been too long... this has been going on for like 5 mo. now and nothing.
some of my friends say he just wants attention, and he knows i'll give it to him. they say they've seen him holding and hugging other girls at work too. but if he just wants attention then why does he call more, and insist on being with me more when i dont give him the attention. when i talk to another guy right infront of him he gets upset and calls me like 3 times saying "so youd rather talk to him" "i see how it is" "so hows your bf doing" <~~ even if im JUST talking. he knows i dont have a bf. he knows i like him. he knows hes doing this to me, or at least he has somewhat of an idea.
i feel like theres no one else in the room when im in his arms. i feel like nothings wrong in my life, everything just makes sence. i dont want to give up that feeling, but i cant go on feeling like this and have nothing move forward with us. so please anyone i could really use some adivce. good or bad just any comment could help through this whole situation.