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[onestarryday]

 i think i might be a projectionist.
ive realized the true meaning of turning over a new leaf
ive completely cut out every negative influence in my life.
last piece of the puzzle.
gets more and more difficult every day
we will miss you but in time...
its like, hating something that defines what i dont want to be
hating something that symbolizes someone i used to be
and i dont stand for at all anymore

and on a lighter side
i am happy
i love myself when hes around.
no fronts this time. nodeception.
no desperate attempts to convince myself im not lying to myself.
its great.

yeah you were right about me.