Jan 05, 2005 20:30
So you want to know what wonderful feels like?
Let me tell you.
It's him beside you when you wake in the morning, or even in the middle of the night from a dream, or even at midnight before you've even fallen asleep. It's the way you know he'd do anything just to make sure you were happy. It's knowing when you're afraid you can always find security in his embrace. It's knowing that when you're sad, you can cry and not feel like your tears are meaningless. It's the way he makes you feel so beautiful. It's watching him get ready for work while you're still laying in bed, waiting for the kiss goodbye that you'll fall back to sleep with. It's using his chapstick that you'll soon find yourself addicted to because that's what chapstick is cleverly designed to do. It's wrestling in bed, and finding out that all your strength isn't even comparable to his and his amazing muscular arms, and in the end you just collapse into them, tired and exhausted from a miserable defeat. It's making love, having sex, or, to be frank, fucking - I cannot even begin tell you how amazing it is.. It's taking a shower together until all the hot water has been drained and you nearly have to run out of the tub before the temperature turns to ice. It's wearing his clothes back to school because yours.. aren't wearable. It's piercing his ears in your upstairs bathroom. It's going shopping together at Marshalls or buying respectable car supplies at Autozone. It's watching scary movies together and hiding behing his shoulder at the gory parts. It's sharing peach rings and texas toast. It's playing ping pong with your mouth. It's looking into his eyes and knowing that somehow everything will be alright. It's watching American Chopper and Will and Grace every week. It's leaving and finding notes after you've been together. It's kissing him gently.. kissing him seductively. It's everything about him.
Everything.