Aug 15, 2006 07:40
well my birthdays in a month. but there's no reason to get ahead of myself. i miss my love right now. i didn't see him yesterday. but it feels great to miss him. it feels great to know that i can spend every day with him and not fall out of love. :D
well i've been trying to pamper myself a little lately. for the biggest chunk of my existance i was stuck on the tom-boy side of the street keeping things like beauty products at the bottom of the list....wayyyyy at the bottom. and "beauty products" to me for a long time meant the stick of eyeliner i'd either buy for under 4 bucks or borrow and the foundation i'd scrounge from my mother to cover up things like acne (not that im done with that problem or anything ...grr. ). but anyway. now in accordance with age and how unfair nature is to women, i've had to do a little more than that. and i guess so far money i've spend on sites like bareminerals.com, sephora.com, an neutrogena.com have been good to me. even though i wasted a lot of money trying to find what i was compatible with. i guess i just refuse to believe that i can't have the gorgeous skin that's thrown in our faces on a daily basis. i guess watching so much tv is starting to get to me. ..marc's right, i need to catch up on my reading.
but besides marc being right and me feeling a tad bit embarrassed by my ramblings, by my birthday this short-lived obsession should be over and done with and i will be looking and feeling good as new, even if i just spend it at home, which is usually how them days go down.