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It's late. I just got done talking to Summer, Adam, and Lesley. I would've gone to bed after that and had sweet dreams, but Sarah had told me something earlier today that I wanted to check into...so I did! :)
Wasn't real important, but it WAS something I'd been wondering about. I don't use this much, but she told me of a new livejournal floating around out there that was of some interest to me. I'm so glad to see he's leading a full, happy life, and I've come to terms with the fact that I guess he'll always be in the back of my mind. I like that though, and I'm glad I now have a way *even a somewhat sneaky way* to see that he's happy. :) I was there last Tues. too...just as a sidenote...but I thought I'd cause more pain than happiness, so I stayed tucked away. ;)
Alright, today was the first real day back at the house, and it really wasn't bad. It was Sarah's birthday, she's freakin' 17...WHEN did that happen? I think I realized it when Adam called to hook her up with a friend of his...I thought that friend was hott...but I realized he was SARAH'S AGE, not MINE! OMG...lol But Adam's all my age, and all mine :) AND getting his hair cut...whee! lol No more shoulder length locks! I weeped on him a little tonight because I'm nervous about being here all week...and of course, him not being here this summer...*sighs* We'll see! Don't matter, I got a big summer planned, and I'm gonna have FUN! Gonna have my own place too...Who's commin' over?! *laughs*
So...maybe Elon on Wed.? I really hope...then shop till I drop Saturday? Ohhh hell yes. Alright, I've had good conversations, fulfilled my curiosity, and I'm happy. Sweetdreams to me!
Wasn't real important, but it WAS something I'd been wondering about. I don't use this much, but she told me of a new livejournal floating around out there that was of some interest to me. I'm so glad to see he's leading a full, happy life, and I've come to terms with the fact that I guess he'll always be in the back of my mind. I like that though, and I'm glad I now have a way *even a somewhat sneaky way* to see that he's happy. :) I was there last Tues. too...just as a sidenote...but I thought I'd cause more pain than happiness, so I stayed tucked away. ;)
Alright, today was the first real day back at the house, and it really wasn't bad. It was Sarah's birthday, she's freakin' 17...WHEN did that happen? I think I realized it when Adam called to hook her up with a friend of his...I thought that friend was hott...but I realized he was SARAH'S AGE, not MINE! OMG...lol But Adam's all my age, and all mine :) AND getting his hair cut...whee! lol No more shoulder length locks! I weeped on him a little tonight because I'm nervous about being here all week...and of course, him not being here this summer...*sighs* We'll see! Don't matter, I got a big summer planned, and I'm gonna have FUN! Gonna have my own place too...Who's commin' over?! *laughs*
So...maybe Elon on Wed.? I really hope...then shop till I drop Saturday? Ohhh hell yes. Alright, I've had good conversations, fulfilled my curiosity, and I'm happy. Sweetdreams to me!