long time no update
its been awhile since i've been here on livejournal. crazy huh? i actually posted this same entry on my myspace blog. i liked it so i posted it here. reply. i love replies they make me feel good.
Ya know there is something just amazing about driving around with no destination listening to oldies blaring and singing along. its just great and calming. i'm in a great mood now.
for the first time in my life, i'm in a spot, in a situation where i've acheived this inner calm. its hard to explain, i'm content. and its all inside. i get stressed and i get depressed. but i'm ok. i'm whole. and i acheived this by myself. with no one else. no man, no nothing i did it on my own. i started to get this way back before meijer, but that took it away. but its back. if it gets taken away, i'll be strong and resiliant and i'll get it back on my own again. but this comes at a time when things are so confusing and so scary and coming at me from all sides. but i'm ok. still i'm ok. i truely believe i can handle it. and that makes me calm, that makes me content.
one day at a time. there is only today. thats all you have. and for the first time in my life, i'm not worrying about tomorrow. i'll deal with it when its tomorrow. if that feeling of worring about tomorrow is only temporary and only lasts for today its an accomplishment and a step forward.
cmon baby lets do the conga i know you cant control yourself any longer
Ya know there is something just amazing about driving around with no destination listening to oldies blaring and singing along. its just great and calming. i'm in a great mood now.
for the first time in my life, i'm in a spot, in a situation where i've acheived this inner calm. its hard to explain, i'm content. and its all inside. i get stressed and i get depressed. but i'm ok. i'm whole. and i acheived this by myself. with no one else. no man, no nothing i did it on my own. i started to get this way back before meijer, but that took it away. but its back. if it gets taken away, i'll be strong and resiliant and i'll get it back on my own again. but this comes at a time when things are so confusing and so scary and coming at me from all sides. but i'm ok. still i'm ok. i truely believe i can handle it. and that makes me calm, that makes me content.
one day at a time. there is only today. thats all you have. and for the first time in my life, i'm not worrying about tomorrow. i'll deal with it when its tomorrow. if that feeling of worring about tomorrow is only temporary and only lasts for today its an accomplishment and a step forward.
cmon baby lets do the conga i know you cant control yourself any longer