Sep 25, 2005 19:00
i dont understand my life. one minute im so happy that i have a guy who loves me and i love him back. but then the next i want to be that party hoe. i jus dont understand i kinda dont wanna be tied down anymore but i love james and i dont want to break up with him but i want to have fun. i jus dont understand life....
or maybe its just me?
muah
kisses
xoxoxox
oh and nate... have fun coming down to jax. i dout ill get to see you. im sorry. but i want to. its jus, you knoe, the whole "boyfriend" thing. theres like a rule where you cant see ur guy friends that you had fun with at one point in ur life... or something like that.