May 29, 2005 11:15
you knoe things arent the same anymore... its like everytime i try the other jus doesnt try back. i dont understand. you were once the only thing in life for me. my best friend. we did eveything together. you would stop by for like 5 minutes jus to see me. its not there anymore. i want it back. but i feel like i cant. everything has changed. she has her boy and i have mine. its like theres no more time left in the world. not even for a best friend...
i feel so alone. like people have shut me out of thier world. i knoe i havent. yes i have a boyfriend but i only see him about 2 or 3 times a week. and soon he'll have a job. maybe things will get back to normal when i move out of my dads house? i dunno. the people that said they'd always be there arent anymore. its really sad.
yeah im really off to a great summer guys. cant u tell?