This is it everyone...
Accept me for whatever reason you want, I'm going to offically come out with this so everyone knows I'm no longer going to even raise my hands up anymore... I called my coach just five minutes ago and with his approval I'm going to quit boxing all together. Fighting all together. I'm renouncing this due to the fact that people can't get over highschool like behavior of "I know more than you do about your art." Or something of that nature, I'm seriously done, I've done more crap to myself fighting then most can do to themselves all together in their life time, my body is finished pretty much. The best I can do outside of this pact I'm making with myself is to keep what I know a secret telling no one else. To anyone else I meet from here on I am nothing more than just an average person getting his Ph.D in psychology. It no longer seems that I can even talk to some people without them thinking the worst in their minds when in the back of mine I know I'm so very brittle from all the damage that has been inflicted on my body.
Yesterday night I went to a party that I was to go to long before I had plans with anyone that I called up to a week ago, because there were a few people there that I liked to talk to, someone I cared for.
I've already forgiven last nights events because it was last night that I decided in my head after I dropped of Cullen that I was going to completely renounce violence, and my fighting abilities all together. Cullen I already promised you I'd teach you some basics but that's all. I'm tired of the male persona of, "I think you're not the type to fight, so I'll just throw some shit I think you won't know. Oh no, when I think you're lying then I'll just call you an asshole, and insult you for thinking that you know nothing of which you speak of." I'll bulk up now to make sure that my shoulders and body slowly heal it'll take a long time, but it's finally time for me to sit down and just look back at all the fun I had with all my companions and leave it there. No more street fighting no more nothing. Even to those who ask as of now will get nothing more than, "I don't know anything, so it's pointless to ask." So there you have it I'm sorry if this comes as a suprise to some of you but it's time for me to focus on what I really should be looking at... MY life. I have people that more than matter now... So I'm going to start there and keep on rolling...
Yesterday night I went to a party that I was to go to long before I had plans with anyone that I called up to a week ago, because there were a few people there that I liked to talk to, someone I cared for.
I've already forgiven last nights events because it was last night that I decided in my head after I dropped of Cullen that I was going to completely renounce violence, and my fighting abilities all together. Cullen I already promised you I'd teach you some basics but that's all. I'm tired of the male persona of, "I think you're not the type to fight, so I'll just throw some shit I think you won't know. Oh no, when I think you're lying then I'll just call you an asshole, and insult you for thinking that you know nothing of which you speak of." I'll bulk up now to make sure that my shoulders and body slowly heal it'll take a long time, but it's finally time for me to sit down and just look back at all the fun I had with all my companions and leave it there. No more street fighting no more nothing. Even to those who ask as of now will get nothing more than, "I don't know anything, so it's pointless to ask." So there you have it I'm sorry if this comes as a suprise to some of you but it's time for me to focus on what I really should be looking at... MY life. I have people that more than matter now... So I'm going to start there and keep on rolling...