I know you like what's on my mind, I know you want what's on my mind. . .
-I feel like curling up in a ball and crying for some odd reason, but we all know that I can't because I can't cry. This is one of those times where I wish that I could just lose control and just start bawling and not stop for a long time. Too many conflicting emotions inside all at once and I don't know how to handle them all. On one hand, I have the partial blame for her husband leaving her. Everyone, including her, says that it's not my fault, but I know that I should take at least partial blame for it because if I had been more careful, this wouldn't have happened.
Then on the other hand I have the happy feelings of this rapidly growing crush of mine. It's weird, I haven't felt this way about someone in a long time, he gives my the warm fuzzies like Colt used to before I died inside. I don't know what's going to come of this, especially when I get to Seattle. Bah!
Ok, well, I don't know where I was going with this, so I'll go try and cry now.
Then on the other hand I have the happy feelings of this rapidly growing crush of mine. It's weird, I haven't felt this way about someone in a long time, he gives my the warm fuzzies like Colt used to before I died inside. I don't know what's going to come of this, especially when I get to Seattle. Bah!
Ok, well, I don't know where I was going with this, so I'll go try and cry now.